March 2, 2021

“Two more months went by, and at last the earth was dry!

Then God said to Noah, “Leave the boat, all of you—you and your wife, and your sons and their wives. Release all the animals—the birds, the livestock, and the small animals that scurry along the ground—so they can be fruitful and multiply throughout the earth.” So Noah, his wife, and his sons and their wives left the boat. “

Genesis 6:14-18 (NLT) 


Around this time last year, my family and I all hunkered down in our house and prepared to shelter in place for the foreseeable future. Because I am undergoing oral immunotherapy and also have respiratory issues, my fear of contracting COVID was greater than most of my classmates. 

The “Outside” became a scary place, and I began to enjoy more and more my safe little bubble. My ark, filled with my parents, my sister, and our dog, provided much more than a place to sleep. My ark became my new school, my new church, and my new safe space. I could see how God was providing for my ark by giving it just what it needed each day to get by, whether that was a delivery of groceries or a church meal.


But now, after a year of distance learning, my school district has started talking about reopening schools. Not only is this really scary for my health, but it feels as if I’ve been out of practice being around people in school since I never really finished my 7th grade year. Now I’m going into high school, and along with all the normal fears of being at a new school campus, I’m also scared I’m behind academically and socially. 

I wonder if Noah felt scared about returning back to the dry world he just saw destroyed. I wonder if he didn’t know what to expect or what it would be like, whether he and his family would be safe and healthy. 


Noah, however, did have the benefit of sending out birds to see if the world was back to normal, and sometimes I wish I had a bird to send out for a sign that the outside world was safe again. I suppose that’s what faith is all about, trusting God in the unknown.

God later promises to Noah that he would never ever again flood the entire world with the sign of a rainbow. Noah must have been feeling pretty good to just have received a promise from God over everything that he’d never have to worry about something like that. But I have an even better promise from the God over everything. Instead of the rainbow as my sign, it’s the cross. I know that even if another flood came and swept me away, I’d get swept right up to Him because of my faith in Jesus. 


And that is something we can all rest in if we believe in Him. Even if the outside world is filled with scary diseases and we all have to float in our own arks, we can still trust Him. No matter what.


Hope floats, 

Kaia Yuan

February 23, 2021

Today, many biblical scholars use the passages in Malachi 3:8-12, to guilt people into tithing to support the church and its ministries.  This is totally out of context.   Malachi was urging the Jews to stop holding back their tithes that God deserves.   Tithing system began during the time of Moses (Leviticus 27:30-34).  

A tithe of everything from the land, whether grain from the soil or fruit from the trees, belongs to the Lord; it is holy to the Lord.  If a man redeems any of his tithe, he must add a fifth of the value to it. The entire tithe of the herd and flock—every tenth animal that passes under the shepherd’s rod---will be hold to the Lord.  He must not pick out the good form the bad or make any substitution.  If he does make a substitution, both the animal and its substitute become holy and cannot be redeemed.  These are the commands the Lord gave to Moses on Mount Sinai for the Israelites.”

 These tithes were used for support of the Levites & their God given responsibilities to care for the temple and worship services.  This is almost like a tax on the citizens.  It seemed like a “mandated obligation” for 10% to advance God’s kingdom during that time.  Otherwise, you would be robbing from God.   

(Deuteronomy 14:22, 28-29)

Be sure to set aside a tenth of all that your fields produce each year.”

“At the end of every three years, bring all the tithes of that years produce and store it in your towns, so that the Levites (who have no allotment or inheritance of their own) and aliens, the fatherless and the widows who live in your towns may come and eat and be satisfied, and so that the Lord your God may bless you in all the work of your hands.”

But in the New Testament, (2 Corinthians 9:6-7) “Remember this: Whoever sows sparingly will also reap sparingly, and whoever sows generously, will reap generously.   Each man should give what he has decided in his heart to give, not reluctantly or under compulsion for God loves a cheerful giver.” 

God wants us to give from the heart, not because of any obligation.  He is worried more about our attitude, not the amount we give.  We should give generously and joyfully.  God loves a cheerful giver.   

And in verse 10, “Now he who supplies seed to the sower and bread for food will also supply and increase your store of seed and will enlarge the harvest of your righteousness.”

Paul uses the illustration of the seed to explain God gives us resources to not be hidden, foolishly spend or thrown away.   But to use resources wisely to grow and invest in God’s work to provide even more to give to His ministry.

We are reminded that give sparingly, reap sparingly and give generously, reap generously.   This is not the “amount” giving but the portion and heart giving!   Give of your time, your energy, your prayers, your mind, your soul, your strength.    What you reap, will not necessarily but in dollars and sense, but could be things like; better job, safety, healing, opportunities, peace & comfort, children happiness, vacation fun, pandemic relief, etc.

 So today, we do not need to “tithe” like in the Mosaic Law requirement of the Old Testament.  

Give the first fruits to the local church to support our ministries, then you may give also to other ministries out into the community and world.  

Give thankfully, with joy and no mandatory parameter, not fear based faith.  Do not compare to what others give.  Use your Godly Wisdom, guided by the Holy Spirit, to give according to your provisions that God has provided to you.   Remember, God has given your 100% of everything you have; your time, your resources, your family, your life, your job, your schooling, everything.   And you are just giving back a portion to further His Kingdom.  Praise the Lord for His many provisions and blessings in our lives!

 GIVE, generously from your heart, not Tithe, out of obligation! 

 -Ken Eng

February 16, 2021

There above it stood the Lord, and he said: “I am the Lord, the God of your father Abraham and the God of Isaac. I will give you and your descendants the land on which you are lying. Your descendants will be like the dust of the earth, and you will spread out to the west and to the east, to the north and to the south. All peoples on earth will be blessed through you and your offspring. I am with you and will watch over you wherever you go, and I will bring you back to this land. I will not leave you until I have done what I have promised you.” (Gen 28:13-15) 


Around this time last year, I was in Flushing, New York, waiting in the hospital. My father, who was 99 at that time, had recently been hospitalized with a server GI infection. It was a difficult time. Lunar New Year had just passed, and there was news of a virus in China. I had to make some difficult medical decisions for my father, who was getting more sick every passing day. 


Despite the severity of the situation, I strangely felt closer to my father than ever before.

Growing up in China, my father was someone we generally obeyed out of respect (and sometimes fear.) We kept our physical distance. Like many of our generation, hugs were rare, and spankings were much common. Yet during the entirety of February, I helped the nurse do mundane, but important tasks for my father’s daily care: I would change his diapers, roll him over on his side, feed him meals, and give daily massages. It was the closest physically I have ever been to my father, and I thanked God for the opportunity to spend intimate time and converse with him. 


When a city-wide lockdown came in March 2020, I left New York thinking I would never see my father again. He was at a hospital that became the center of the Coronavirus care, (New York Times frequently reported its dire statistics from that hospital), and I prayed to God that he would be safe. 


But this past weekend, I was able to video call and see my father and my two brothers for Lunar New Years. My father, now 100, is thankfully doing well, and has been vaccinated and well cared of at a nursing home. As we were talking on the video call, celebrating a new year, I began thinking about the promise that God makes to Jacob in Genesis 28. The Lord says to Jacob: “I will not leave you until I have done what I have promised you,” but it is a promise that Jacob doesn’t live to see fully; Jacob never meets Jesus Christ, the Messiah. As I’ve prayed to God throughout this year, I have come to appreciate what it means to believe that the Lord is faithful. God’s faithfulness doesn’t mean that we always get what we ask for, as if God is a big, cosmic vending machine. Rather, God’s faithfulness means that God will do what he will in his good timing. Sometimes, the story turns out well, like the one I’ve just told. But other times, when we are in the thick of trial, it can feel like God is not present. As we continue on this year in what is a difficult time for many, I encourage you to remember that our God is faithful: he is the same God who made a promise to Abraham, to Isaac, and to Jacob, and he makes a promise of his faithfulness to you, too.


-Dennis Yau

February 9, 2021

Long lines and no availability have become almost commonplace during the past year when the COVID-19 pandemic started around January 2020. Hand sanitizers, toilet paper and baking flour were scarce commodities and selling for unheard of prices, if you could find it. Getting a precious delivery time slot for a Whole Foods grocery delivery required persistence and patience on the internet. If you dare to go out shopping for your grocery items, lines were long to get into the stores like Costco, Trader Joes, and Sprouts due to distancing and capacity spacing limit requirements.

More recently, getting a schedule to receive a COVID vaccination, requires an equal, if not more, level of effort in persistence and patience. Additionally, having the schedule kept and not cancelled due to lack of supply can also drive anxiety levels to new heights.

In late January, Anna and I received our 1st dose of the vaccination. We will receive the 2nd dose near the end of February. I came across this quite by accident, or really by God’s providence. I heard a brother had gotten scheduled with Stanford during a prayer meeting. When I tried online after hearing that, I was unsuccessful. However, Anna’s friend sent her an email the same evening saying it was quite possible. That encouraged me to try a second time, and this time, was successful in securing a schedule for the very next week for both of us. The placement of scheduling the appointment for the vaccination on the website was quite hidden and unintuitive. That same night, we immediately texted or called our friends to do the same. We even called one of them at 11:00pm and woke them up. With such Good News, how can one not share with others and keep it all inside!?

When we actually got to Stanford to receive our vaccinations, there was a long line at 8:30 am already. Some people even bypassed the line and tried to go to the front to get in because they had an appointment time. Someone in the line commented that they were the 1%-ers (the top 1% who feel entitled). However, they were sent back to the end of the line since we all had appointment times.  

After receiving the shot, I did feel a little guilty, knowing that my sister and brother in another part of the state and out of state also tried to get an appointment for their shot but were unsuccessful so far. Their areas were still working to get all their healthcare workers vaccinated.

The dots kind of connected for me with an image given in Rev 21 of the New Jerusalem. Pastor Dean gave a sermon on this in December and it was also part of the Revelation Challenge Daily Devotional.   

“And he carried me away in the Spirit to a great high mountain, and showed me the holy city Jerusalem coming down out of heaven from God.” (Rev 21:10)

“It had a great high wall, with twelve gates and at the gates twelve angels.” (Rev 21:12)

“and its gates will never be shut by day—and there will be no night there. “ (Rev 21:25)

“But nothing unclean will ever enter it, nor anyone who does what is detestable or false, but only those who are written in the Lamb’s book of life.” (Rev 21:27)

What an image, 12 gates and opened all day long so there are no lines. There is no night so Jerusalem is never closed. With an image of prayer in mind, it gives me a reassurance of no lines to talk to God, and God is always available to talk to us.  

Mike Pence, former VP, said the vaccine was a “medical miracle”, taking only 8 -12 months instead of 8-12 years to develop and manufacture. Nancy Pelosi, Speaker of the House, called it “like a gift from God”.

With such powerful images of accessibility, availability and gifting, how can we keep this all this Good News only to ourselves?

-Harry Look

February 2, 2021

Dear church family,

14 years ago, I stood in a dark delivery room, holding in my arms, the most precious child I had ever laid eyes on.  As I cradled and comforted her, I wanted her to know how precious she was to me.  Precious because I knew how hard the journey to get here had been for Sumiko and I.  Precious because in this small bundle was the hopes and dreams of a lifetime to be fulfilled.  But most importantly, precious, because she was mine.

In that dark room, I stared intently into her dark shiny eyes and whispered to her, “I will do everything in my power to protect you and to love you and to let you know that you are my precious daughter.”  She blinked.  Promise given.  Promise accepted.


14 years to the day later, my precious daughter once again was held in my arms, suffering the consequences of her life threatening peanut-allergy.  As I held her in my arms, hearing her say the words, “Daddy I’m scared.  I don’t want to die,”  my heart was broken.  I was reminded of the promise I had made to her 14 years ago.  I wanted to protect her.  I wanted to shield her from the pain and the anxiety she was experiencing.  I wanted to comfort her telling her that everything was going to be ok, you’re going to be fine.  But I couldn’t.  I didn’t know. 


There are times when I’m so mad.  Why does my daughter need to have this allergy?  Why does she have to be scarred and paralyzed by the fear that any food she might eat will trigger an unexpected reaction?  Why her?  Why us?  Why God?

But in my anger, I realized that what I really need is for my heavenly father to hold me.  To tell me he will do everything in his power to protect me and comfort me.  And he has.


I was reminded this week of David’s song from in Psalm 131

O Lord, my heart is not lifted up;

    my eyes are not raised too high;

I do not occupy myself with things

    too great and too marvelous for me.

2 But I have calmed and quieted my soul,

    like a weaned child with its mother;

    like a weaned child is my soul within me.

3 O Israel, hope in the Lord

    from this time forth and forevermore.

There are many things in this world that I will never understand, things that are above my pay grade – sickness, disease, death.  I leave those to God. 


But I love how God describes himself as a mother, comforting me as His child, telling me it is going to be ok.  He whispers to me, “I have done everything in my power to make sure you will be safe.  I have defeated your biggest enemy, your biggest obstacle, sin and death.  So sit still and be calm in my arms.”

Perhaps for some of us, we need to experience this too – to have your heavenly father hold you today.  I invite you to be calm and quiet your soul, and pour out your heart to him.   He’s listening.  He’s present.  And He’s holding you, just as he did me.



January 26, 2021

Dear Christian Church,

What makes you spiritual?

What is sad today in the Christian church is that we think it is what we do that makes us spiritual. For that reason, we consider elders, pastors, teachers, worship leaders, counselors, or even volunteers more spiritual than everyone else. While these are all wonderful demonstrations of God’s spiritual gifts, they are not what makes someone spiritual.

So we say… okay then, it must be the way someone serves that makes them spiritual! For example, the way someone is loving, joyful, peaceful, patient, kind, good, faithful, gentle and self-controlled, that is certainly what makes someone spiritual. While those are wonderful examples of the fruits of the Spirit (Gal 5:22), those do not make someone spiritual. It only reveals that someone is spiritual.

So then what makes someone spiritual? Paul tells us that the only way we can become spiritual is when we ‘walk by the Spirit’ (Gal 5:16). This is Paul’s way of describing a day to day obedience to God’s Word and submission to the Lord (Col 3:16) by the power of God.


This is so important to me because for a while now, I have come to realize that things will only become more difficult for us as Christians in this country. Jesus warns us of this (John 15:18-19 ESV) " 18 "If the world hates you, know that it has hated me before it hated you. 19 If you were of the world, the world would love you as its own; but because you are not of the world, but I chose you out of the world, therefore the world hates you."” Jesus’ brother James picks up on this in his letter and says, (James 4:4 ESV) " 4 You adulterous people! Do you not know that friendship with the world is enmity with God? Therefore whoever wishes to be a friend of the world makes himself an enemy of God."”

I cannot stress to you enough my friends the importance for us to be spiritual in the years to come. If you find it hard now while things are relatively peaceful in our Bay Area then what will it be like when things become more difficult? I think about all the great Christians who came before us and the closer I look into their lives the more flaws come to the surface. Our challenge is to look to Christ. He is our ultimate example, and the best way we can come to know Him is through His Word. God bless you all my friends.


In Him,

Yuji Ogura

January 19, 2021

Be not wise in your own eyes;

  fear the Lord, and turn away from evil.

Proverbs 3:7

I have a sickness. I've had it for as long as I can remember. I can be a real bully with my words. It's breathtaking how confident I can be when I have no idea about what I'm talking about. I'll confess to you my latest infraction.


This Monday over dinner I noticed that the Trader Joe's fried onions we were using as a topping for soup was made in Holland. Wendy mused how it's interesting this country is known by two names, Holland and the Netherlands. Yet their citizens are called Dutch. I, whose formal training has included all of one semester of 9th grade Geography, began to explain how the country is known informally as Holland but its official name is the Netherlands. Then I make a confident guess that it's likely related to how it's a lower land remembering the story about the little Dutch boy who put his finger in the dike. Wendy asks, "But why are they called Dutch? Are there any other countries where the word used to describe the people is unrelated to the name of the country." I say, "There has to be," confident that there's one I'll remember. I can't think of one. Wendy remarks how confident I was and the conversation moves on.


My arrogance is shameful. My attitude rings with the condescending tone of "How could you possibly..." In this case be surprised or amused that the Netherlands has people who are called Dutch. I still get caught red-handed being wise in my own eyes. This story is silly but my pride often crowds out what I should be doing - which is to love. I'm thankful that God calls us to submit our own understanding to Him. God reveals His wisdom to those who seek it.

Trust in the Lord with all your heart,

  and do not lean on your own understanding.

In all your ways acknowledge him,

  and he will make straight your paths.

Proverbs 3:5-6

In case you felt the silly story missed a punch line, you can read about how Dutch is used to describe the people of the Netherlands here. Wendy and I both think it's fascinating.


-Irving Chung

January 5, 2020

Dear Home of Christ Family, 

A few years ago, my daughter Mika, received a small glass-jewel necklace from her grandmother.  In the eyes of a young princess-in-the-making, this was a treasure beyond all others.  You can imagine her distress when she discovered the small jewel had wriggled free from its setting.   

Enlisting the entire family, we turned the house upside down looking for the impossibly small jewel, a proverbial needle in the haystack.  No sofa cushion was left in place, no furniture left undisturbed.  I’ll admit, I didn’t think the jewel was worth all the effort Mika was marshalling, but she’s my daughter so I played along.

And then the squeal of delight when the errant jewel was found!  By her septuagenarian grandfather no less, who was lying on the ground with a flashlight in hand trying to catch any shadows a misplaced jewel might cast.

Even years later, this memory has stayed with Mika.  And the lesson of course, being that grandpas always come through!

I’m reminded of the parable Jesus tells of a woman who lost a coin in Luke 15:8

 “Or suppose a woman has ten silver coins and loses one. Doesn’t she light a lamp, sweep the house and search carefully until she finds it?  And when she finds it, she calls her friends and neighbors together and says, ‘Rejoice with me; I have found my lost coin.’ In the same way, I tell you, there is rejoicing in the presence of the angels of God over one sinner who repents.”

 The joy that Mika felt when she found her jewel - the joy that any of us feel when we find a lost object – that’s the joy God feels when one of his precious children runs back to his arms.  I’ll confess again, more often than not, my feeble attempts at sharing the gospel reveal how little I truly understand of God’s heart for his own.  

 My prayer for myself this year, and for us as a church this year, is that we will begin to share God’s heart for the lost, and turn our world upside down as we seek out those who don’t yet know Jesus Christ.

Pastor Dean

December 29, 2020

Dear Home of Christ Family,

It might be my old age kicking in, but I’ve been feeling rather nostalgic recently, especially as it relates to my girls.  Songs like Steven Curtis Chapman’s “Cinderella” leaves me a sobbing mess.  And my phone preys on this weakness and creates slideshows of my girls when they were just infants, crying and being comforted by myself or Sumiko.  Rubbing their backs, stroking their hair and softly singing songs to them would inevitably quiet them and reassure them.


I’m reminded of what the prophet Zephaniah said to the nation of Israel

The Lord your God is in your midst,

    a mighty one who will save;

he will rejoice over you with gladness;

    he will quiet you by his love;

he will exult over you with loud singing.


I’ll be the first to admit – this has been the most difficult year any of us has ever experienced.  As a pastor, I’ve had to enter arenas where I knew I was absolutely out of my element, from epidemiology, knowing when to stop meeting in person, to social and cultural anthropology, listening and understanding the collective pain of a group of people not like me.  Tracking AQI and Purpleair became a pastime for a few months and then reading and interpreting COVID dashboards.


My level of anxiety has been higher than in years past as the thought that every single online service might be derailed by a glitchy internet connection, or unplanned power outage, and wondering if the decisions we are making as a church, or even as parents, will have negative consequences years down the road.

To be honest, sometimes I forget that God is in our midst, and I think I need to do everything on my own.  However, I’m reminded it is God who is mighty, it is God who prevails, and it is God who comforts me with his love like an infant, singing over me with His song.  It is God that quiets my heart, my anxieties, and my worries.


I don’t know what 2021 will bring, but whatever may come be reminded that God is still mighty to save.    And if you’re feeling anxious and worried, won’t you allow God to quiet your hearts with His love too?


Pastor Dean

December 23, 2020

Dear Church family,

The verse I want to share with you today is a classic that I grew up with as a child, “10 And the angel said to them, "Fear not, for behold, I bring you good news of great joy that will be for all the people.” (Luke 2:10 ESV). I remember this verse from the Charlie Brown Christmas Special I watched every single year on VHS or by broadcast. I remember thinking, how wonderful it is that such an amazing passage can be repeated in so many homes all because Linus was faithful to share what Christmas was all about to good ole Charlie Brown. I remember the hope this gave to Charlie as he looked at that sad little tree.

You also might be feeling the same way about this year, like Charlie Brown felt about the tree. You might be looking at this whole election and just feeling absolutely discouraged. You might be looking at the virus and wondering if it will ever be sorted out. You might be watching the financial ruin of so many people you know and wondering if they will be able to rebuild. You might be looking at the future of your children and thinking, ‘if this is how it is right now, what’s it going to be like 20yrs from now?’ Like Charlie you might be saying, “Good grief!”

I know, I feel the same way. This has been a truly rough year. When Jeremiah exclaimed how excruciating his situation was in Jer 12:4, you know what God said? In v. 5-6 I interpret what God is saying as: 'if you can’t handle what you are going through right now, then get ready, because you haven’t seen anything yet'. The truth is, the troubles of today prepare us for the troubles of tomorrow. God knows what we can handle and He gives it to us in parts.

You see when the angel appeared to the shepherds in Lk 2:9, it was just one angel to start with. After the assurance was given by that one messenger, shortly afterwards the whole heavenly host appeared. Imagine the added terror to the shepherds if all the angels came at once! None of the shepherds would be alive to tell the story. All joking aside, even with the one angel the shepherds were terrified (v.9) and that is the same feeling we have for the future in front of us. Yet the news of Lk 2:10 is for us just as much as it was for the shepherds, because it was, “for all people” v.10.

The announcement is this. The child born to us in Bethlehem, will be our Savior, Lord and Christ. For He will bring the world great joy by taking on the sins of the world and bearing the full wrath of God on our behalf. From this, a peace between God and man will be found and He will be our hope for whatever we will face. Thus, it is proper to exclaim with all the angels, "Glory to God in the highest, and on earth peace among those with whom he is pleased!" (Luke 2:14)


Have courage in the Lord,

Yuji Ogura

December 15, 2020

I’ve always been a morning person, but the pandemic made me a SUPER morning person. 

I’ve been waking at 6am to do a QT, some exercise, bake bread, cook breakfast and prepare for a job change. I’ve reacted to the pandemic by injecting structure in my life, in an attempt to assert control. 

My thing is I read the same bible chapter for days on end. It’s been Ephesians 1. Honestly, I often don’t absorb much because (A) it’s 6am and (B) I’m rushing to check this off my task list.

However, during the eleventh reading of Ephesians 1, this phrase just popped:

Ephesians 1:18 “ may know the hope to which he has called you..”

So I may know the hope which he has called me? God are you saying my 6am schedule is putting hope on my own strength? It’s been a hard year. Things have happened to those close to us that made me feel out of control. I have no solution to these problems, no matter how early I wake up.

“The hope to which he has called you”: the verse made me nostalgic. It reminded me of when I felt great hope in God’s provision. It reminded me of a previous version of me. Why is having hope hard? God is supposed to be the same yesterday and today.

“The hope to which he has called you”: And then my heart quieted, and it whispered that He loved me. I didn’t have to do much. I’ve already been blessed with every spiritual blessing in Christ. The whisper reminded me that I should have the same faith in this seemingly invisible God as I did when I became Christian as a college student.

I remembered His faithfulness and provision. I remembered the blessing of my wife, the birth of my 3 kids, and the church family that surrounds me.

I felt a tenuous hope grow into a joyful lifting of my heart. And for no rational reason, besides the memory of the awesomeness of my God, I do indeed have hope.

Brothers and sisters, join me and rest in the truth that we are already blessed. Join me in the hoping.


December 8, 2020

Dear HOC5 Family,

It is hard to believe it’s been nine months since we saw each other in-person and worshipped together. Spring and summer have come and gone. With chilly mornings and shorter days, fall is quickly giving way to winter. With Covid cases now surging and hospitals running out of beds and staff, public health officials are telling us to hunker down and brace for a dark and difficult winter. Even with vaccines on the horizon, the months ahead will likely be the worst since the onset of the pandemic. The thought of many more suffering and dying in the coming months is deeply troubling and heartbreaking.

I am concerned about the health and safety of my family. My heart breaks for those who have lost their lives to Covid and the loved ones they leave behind. I feel the anguish of millions who have lost their jobs or their livelihoods, and are struggling to feed their families and pay rent. I empathize with those who are feeling anxious and depressed during this time of isolation and social distancing. I also fear for the future of our country with its myriad of systemic injustices and challenges, and wonder if it could ever heal from its deep wounds and bitter division. It’s truly been a long, exhausting, and disorienting year, and I often find myself weighed down by a helplessness and weariness that I have never experienced before.

Yet, it’s in such difficult and unsettling times that I am once again reminded - that this world is not our home. That we are but sojourners here in this broken world. That our ultimate and only hope is in our Lord Jesus whose name is Immanuel, God with us. Jesus did not promise His followers would be free from trials and tribulations in this life, but He did promise to never leave us or forsake us.

The virgin will conceive and give birth to a son, and they will call him Immanuel (which means “God with us”) - Matt 1:23

I have told you these things, so that in me you may have peace. In this world you will have trouble. But take heart! I have overcome the world. - John 16:33

The Lord himself goes before you and will be with you; he will never leave you nor forsake you. - Deut 31:8

We don’t know how long the pandemic will last or what the next few months will be like. Amidst all the uncertainties, one thing, though, is certain - Immanuel, God with us. No matter what lies ahead, He will be with us, upholding us and giving us the strength to endure and persevere.

So do not fear, for I am with you; do not be dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you and help you; I will uphold you with my righteous right hand. Is 41:10

During this Advent season as we celebrate the birth of Jesus and anticipate His second coming, may we lift our weary hearts and look to our Redeemer and Overcomer. Let us cling to His promises and rejoice in the blessed hope we have in Him and through Him! 

In His Grace,

Christine Hung

December 1, 2020

Dear church family,

I’ve been thinking recently about the life of Joseph, and what a difficult childhood he had.  Some of us think we know what sibling rivalry is like, but none of us can hold a candle to Joseph’s.  Perhaps some of us could say we were bullied by our siblings,  but not many could say we were kidnapped and then sold into slavery by them.

Even in a foreign land, Joseph was falsely accused of a crime he did not commit.  He languished in prison despite the promises of those who were released to remember him in their freedom.


I wonder if Joseph, while sitting in prison, ever plotted revenge against his brothers.  I wonder if he questioned God’s goodness and faithfulness, sitting there in a foreign land.  I wonder if he ever regretted doing the right thing and not sleeping with Potipher’s wife, which ultimately landed him in jail. 

It doesn’t seem so when we look at his final statement in Genesis 50:20

As for you, you meant evil against me, but God meant it for good, to bring it about that many people should be kept alive, as they are today.

Through the good, the bad, and the ugly, Joseph continued to remain faithful to God, in whatever situation he found himself in, serving faithfully both from positions of prison and positions of power.  It was through his extreme situation that God was able to save not only Joseph, not only the nation of Egypt, but the entire future nation of Israel.


This week, we read of the alarming upward trend of COVID cases, not only nationally, but in our own state and county as well.  We hear of criticisms against government restrictions, overreach, and impingement on personal freedoms as each state grapples with their own responses.  

We may think these restrictions are unfair, and perhaps feel that they harm us personally.  Because of these restrictions, events have been canceled, ceremonies have been postponed, plans have been altered.


Joseph reminds me however, that God knows what is going on, and that God’s purposes and goals cannot be canceled, altered or postponed.  And perhaps it is through these challenging times, that God’s plan will be revealed as it was in the life of Joseph.

Our response then is to trust in the God who is good, who intends to bring life to people, who desires to see the flourishing of communities around the world, and know that His plan is still on track.


Pastor Dean

November 24, 2020

Dear family and friends,


As I sat and pondered what I should write for this week’s newsletter, I found myself in a dilemma. Should I share something encouraging and positive about the future? Or should I share that I am feeling tired and defeated? Encouraging words warms our souls but sharing our struggles helps us to connect in a deeper sense. Which way should I go?

Perhaps it’s due to my call/profession as a pastor, my messages tend to steer towards positivity. I truly believe that, with God’s presence in our lives, people should feel hopeful and excited about the future. However, as I reflect on Paul’s teaching in Romans 12:15, that we should “rejoice with those who rejoice, weep with those who weep”, I find myself in a mode of repentance. Sometimes I simply don’t allow others or myself to grieve or process negative feelings. I find time to rejoice with others, but not enough time to weep. And perhaps this has been why God is laying a darker mood lately in my soul, to recognize the need for sorrow.

Are you feeling sad and depressed today? It’s okay, I am with you. You are not alone in feeling inadequate. You are not alone in feeling overwhelmed. You are not alone in your doubts about faith and life. Finally, you are not alone in your loneliness. We are together in this. In fact, Christ felt all these feelings throughout His ~33 years on earth. Perhaps we can take comfort in knowing that he cried when a loved one was lost. That he pleaded to avoid the harsh reality of the cross. That he felt alone and betrayed on the cross as He cried out “my God, my God, why have you forsaken me”. He understands. I understand. Let’s weep together. And perhaps when the time is right, let us also rejoice together.

Looking forward to rejoicing together and in Christ,


November 17, 2020

Dear family,

I hope you are staying warm especially now that the weather has been getting colder! It’s that time of the year when the leaves start to fall, the Christmas lights start to come up, and when the boba shops start to sell their hot drinks! Speaking of hot boba, I am reminded of a slightly traumatic yet heartwarming experience through which God has been speaking to me. 

One day, my sister and I went to get boba for our family and since it was during the winter, we all ordered hot drinks. As the passenger, I had all the drinks on my lap and we excitedly drove back home. To my dismay, every time we went over a speed bump, all the hot liquid came flying out of the cup onto my lap. In a mixture of screaming and laughing, I kept begging Sarah to drive slower or avoid the speed bumps, but she couldn’t. No matter which route she chose, there were always going to be speed bumps. 


I feel like it’s the same in life - no matter who we are or where we are, we are faced with these obstacles that stand in our way.    

Throughout the Bible, the Holy Spirit has been depicted as a fire or flame [“for our God is a consuming fire” (Hebrews 12:39)]. When we are born again, this fire resides and burns within us. The heat placed in the milk tea made the entire drink hot, so likewise what is our “milk tea” that is heated by the fire of the Holy Spirit inside of us? 

It’s praising God for who He is despite the circumstances. It’s loving our brothers and sisters even when it’s hard. It’s trusting and depending on the Lord when things don’t look good.

And when we hit life’s speed bumps, what spills out of us can bring warmth and love to somebody around us as our outpouring carries a sweet aroma. 


In my life personally, this year has brought so many unexpected obstacles that has made it quite a bumpy journey. I’ve had a hard time practicing patience and trust and I’ve been spilling out icy cold milk tea. 

But as I was thinking about what to write for this devo, I was staring at my boba and felt the Lord teaching me this lesson through my silly story. 


And He reminded me that in order for this to happen, I need to keep the Holy Spirit’s fire going. The Bible tells us to “ not quench the Spirit” (1 Thessalonians 5:19)]. To keep the fire aflame we must provide an environment where it can grow- such as being in God’s Word, surrounded by like-minded believers, and in daily conversation and relationship with Him. 

So let us be constantly filled and fueling the Spirit’s fire so that when we face the speed bumps in life, there will be a natural outpouring of love, strength, and faith that spills out to everyone around us. I am trying to work on this everyday, and my hope and prayer is that we can all strive to spill out lots of delicious hot boba milk tea together. 🥰



Susanna Chang ^_^ 

November 10, 2020

Dear church family,

On the day of the election, when everyone was glued to their screens, pressing the refresh button, reading the news, our entire block had a power outage.  Fortunately we were prepared.  During the summer months with fires ranging to our west in the Santa Cruz mountains, to our north in Sonoma County, and south in the Gilroy hills, we obtained a generator to power up our fridge and a few lights for situations such as these.  Little did I know that my generator was so loud it could possibly raise the dead!


During the day, not much changed.  I was able to walk around my neighborhood (socially distanced and masked of course), observe the electricians preparing to remove a power pole, and fun a few errands.  Everything looked normal from the outside.  On several occasions I was tempted to turn off the generator because it was so loud.


At night, that’s when I noticed the difference.  The entire block was in complete darkness as I made my rounds with my dog, occasionally checking on the workers.  The only lights you could see were from the truck’s spotlights on to the workers.  To my embarrassment, I could hear the roar of our generator from nearly the opposite side of my block.

However, in a sea of complete darkness, our house alone was lit up.  Several of my neighbors joked that they would throw an extension cord over the fence to run a few appliances as well, to which I heartily agreed.


I was reminded of Jesus’ words to us in Matthew 5:14-16

“You are the light of the world. A city set on a hill cannot be hidden. Nor do people light a lamp and put it under a basket, but on a stand, and it gives light to all in the house.  In the same way, let your light shine before others, so that they may see your good works and give glory to your Father who is in heaven.

As Christians, we have this generator in the Holy Spirit which is powering our lives towards godliness, giving us hope to live in the face of adversity, even giving us joy when sorrow abounds. 


I suppose there are times when we might be shy, or even embarrassed of our faith because we don’t fit in with everyone else.  But in a darkened world, we alone have the power of God to keep us living faithfully.  How have you been shining your light?  My prayer for us as a church is that our light will be so bright that the whole world will see and praise our God in heaven.


Pastor Dean

November 3, 2020

Dearest friend,

In this moment

As you are

In your strengths and weaknesses,

Growth and imperfections,

You are known

You are loved


As you walk through

Heights of joy

And depths of despair

Abba sees

Abba rejoices with you

Abba grieves with you


When you struggle through

Sin, grief, loneliness, exhaustion, conflict,

Crippling fears and anxieties

Abba sees your courage

To walk through each day

To the best of your ability


He says

Well done, I’m proud of you


October 27, 2020

Dear HOC5 family,

About a month ago I needed to go to the office for the first time since we started sheltering in place. I realized in driving those two days to work that I kind of miss my commute. I don't miss the frustration of traffic. I don't miss losing 1.5hrs each weekday. But I miss the time alone in the car. I miss being able to listen to the daily bible reading and podcasts. I miss having that space to think and even pray.

And rising very early in the morning, while it was still dark, he departed and went out to a desolate place, and there he prayed. Mark 1:35

It's sacrilegious to think of my commute as a quiet place but I can see why Jesus went out to a desolate place to pray. When I'm distracted with family, work, and service a bit of time alone is an opportunity to hear God speak. "Real life" is often filled with things that are good but my inability to just stop for a moment reminds me of this story with Mary and Martha.


Now as they went on their way, Jesus entered a village. And a woman named Martha welcomed him into her house. And she had a sister called Mary, who sat at the Lord's feet and listened to his teaching. But Martha was distracted with much serving. And she went up to him and said, “Lord, do you not care that my sister has left me to serve alone? Tell her then to help me.” But the Lord answered her, “Martha, Martha, you are anxious and troubled about many things, but one thing is necessary. Mary has chosen the good portion, which will not be taken away from her.” (Luke 10:38-42)


I realize how backwards my mind is wired. My worldliness makes me value what I contribute to society. I wonder, "How productive have I been today?" And I bring this same value system into my relationship with God. I'm perpetually guilty of being distracted doing things "for God" rather than sitting at the Master's feet. If I look back I have to admit this has been an ongoing struggle. I'm reminded of a time when God spoke to me through the late Christian singer/songwriter Rich Mullins.

We all want to be useful to God. Well, it's no big deal. God can use anybody. God used Nebuchadnezzar. God used Judas Iscariot. It's not a big deal to be used by God and the shocking thing in the book of Mark, and the reason why it is so shocking is because Mark is the briefest of all the gospels but he has these terrific little details and one of the little details is that it says, "and Jesus called to Him those that He wanted." And you realize that out of the twelve people that He wanted, only one was essential to His goal in coming to earth. The other eleven people were useless to Christ but they were wanted by Christ. And I kind of go, I would much rather have God want me than have God use me.


I pray that you are sheltering well in place and are finding a way to be alone with our Savior.

-Irving Chung

October 21, 2020

Dear Home of Christ family,

I pride myself on being pretty strong.  Things don’t really affect me too much.  But I will admit, this has been a difficult month for me. 


At the beginning of the month, our dog Reimi needed surgery.  It was a completely normal and common procedure which our vet assured us was done all the time.  But for some reason, our dog developed minor complications with the procedure.  Nothing drastic, but it certainly caused anxiety within my heart.

And while she was still recovering, I developed diverticulitis – a condition marked by a sudden onset of abdominal pain.  At the time, I wasn’t sure what it was, and once again, it caused quite a bit of anxiety within my heart. 

It wasn’t simply the pain in my abdomen that triggered all of these anxieties – it was the cumulative impact of Covid, of experiencing people’s loss and grief during this time, of the divisiveness in our country and the uncertainty of our future.  Oh, and it’s the murder hornets.


I am thankful to report that all is well, with both Reimi and myself, but I realized once again how weak and frail I truly am, and I am not as strong as I thought I was.

That’s why these words of God to Paul as he relays them to the church in Corinth is so encouraging to me.

 But he said to me, “My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness.” Therefore I will boast all the more gladly of my weaknesses, so that the power of Christ may rest upon me.

2 Cor 12:9

I’m almost embarrassed to compare my trials with Paul’s.  He was beaten, flogged, left for dead, whereas, my suffering is fairly mild in comparison.  However, I’m thankful that God’s grace is sufficient for both the big and the small trials in our lives.  So embrace the broken, the weak, the frail, and let God’s power rest upon you!


Let me leave you with the words of the late Rich Mullins. 

We are frail, we are fearfully and wonderfully made

Forged in the fires of human passion

Choking on the fumes of selfish rage

And with these our hells and our heavens

So few inches apart

We must be awfully small

And not as strong as we think we are.

Thank God when we are not as strong as we think we are, his power is perfect!


-Dean Yuan

October 13, 2020

Dear HOC5 Family,

When the pandemic hit, I had just begun to experience the new freedom of finally having all the kids in school. Suddenly finding myself again tethered to their endless needs was suffocating at first, but gradually I adapted and came to appreciate the togetherness. No longer able to depend on space and quiet to preserve my sanity, I learned to cope in new ways and gained some insights along the way. 

When the kids fight, or play a wrong note during piano practice, I'm prone to jump in right away to fix the problem or correct the mistake. I am impatient for the conflict to be resolved, and for that piece of music to be mastered. But I find that if I hold myself back and wait, more often than not, they eventually figure it out themselves. They learn valuable lessons through the struggle, and I expend less energy. When I am hyper-focused on the results I desire, I forget that I am not in control, that I cannot make my kids selfless, or make them want clean floors. I can teach, encourage, and train, but I cannot change their heart. 


I find this same principle to be true as I serve and care for others in my life. As much as I want to see a family member come to faith or a friend overcome anxiety, it is the Spirit that changes hearts, minds, and lives. I cannot, by sheer effort or skill, bring about growth or lasting, internal change.

I planted, Apollos watered, but God gave the growth. So neither he who plants nor he who waters is anything, but only God who gives the growth.

1 Corinthians 3:6-7

This is both freeing and humbling - those that I love and care for are not mine to fix. I can trust that our loving Father is mysterious yet perfect in his ways and in his timing. My part is to faithfully and prayerfully point others to Him in love, but most importantly to keep my own heart fixed on Him. 

I am the vine; you are the branches. Whoever abides in me and I in him, he it is that bears much fruit, for apart from me you can do nothing.

John 15:5

I pray that as we ache for wholeness in our own lives and the lives of those around us, we would diligently seek God above all else. Let us immerse ourselves in the Word, and keep in step with the Spirit as we daily surrender to Him.


By His Grace,

Wendy Chung

October 6, 2020

Dear HOC5 Family,

Towards the end of June, my family and I adopted a new member into our family. On the day to pick her up, I was already envisioning all the adventures we would go on together: hikes, beach trips, morning jogs, camping glamping, etc. As we picked her up, I instantly fell in love with her sleek black fur, shy demeanor, and *boop-able nose.   

However, things didn’t exactly unfold the way I imagined it. Her first few weeks getting acclimated to our house was spent cowering in her cage, hiding under the table or running away as anyone approached her. Not even the aroma of steak could tempt her to approach us, but who could blame her? She was suddenly in a new environment with a house full of strangers. 


Another few weeks passed and I could see her slowly opening up and enjoying her newfound empire: our backyard. Her unsure steps slowly became frolicks and prances as she got to soak in all the fresh new scents. I took this as a sign that she was ready to go and explore the neighborhood. 

On the morning that I was going to take her out into the neighborhood, I casually slipped on her leash. Instead of excitement, she looked back at me with her soft, black eyes that were filled with...fear. Her body trembled as she shrank into a ball and jammed herself into the corner of her cage. I ended up carrying her outside and spent the next hour trying to show her the leash meant adventures! However, she sprawled to the ground and would find the opportune time to run back into the house to hide. Knowing she was a rescue, I could understand this reaction but I was heartbroken. With such high anxiety, a distaste for her leash, how would she ever be able to experience the beautiful outdoors that the world has to offer? 


All I wanted was a little trust. Just a little trust to prove that once she overcomes her initial leash disdain, she will get to experience a bigger world filled with a wide variety of new smells, all the squirrels and birds she could chase, and other forms of nature she could see.  


It’s funny...dogs can teach us a lot about ourselves because...I saw myself in her. 

Whenever God gave me the opportunity to trust Him without being able to see what’s on the other side, I would get so crippled by the fear of uncertainty that I would rather stay in my own confinement. 


I think of the Israelites and the Promised Land. God had promised to bring the Israelites into a land flowing with milk and honey after they fled from Egypt. But instead of moving forward in trust, the Israelites chose to magnify their fear. Well, I don’t blame them because...I would have reacted the same way. The scouts that were sent ahead to scope out the land saw that it was occupied by giant Caananites...these odds did not sound favorable. Thus, many of the Israelites wished to return back to their lives of slavery in Egypt. If only they could remember that the same God who parted the Red Sea and faithfully sustained them with manna was the same God that promised to lead them into the Promised Land regardless of how intimidating the Caananites were. 


I think this pattern manifests itself in different ways. Perhaps it can look like the fear of initiating a difficult conversation in a broken relationship so we leave it as is or perhaps it’s the hesitation to open up in a friendship because that would mean vulnerability. But, maybe having that difficult conversation is a stepping stone to reconciliation and maybe through vulnerability we will find a listening ear or a lifelong brother/sister to weather the storms and share our joys with. 

...or perhaps it’s apprehension towards the Spirit’s beckoning to reach out to a certain person, a neighbor, a friend we haven’t spoken to in a long time, a classmate, a co-worker. There is the fear of awkwardness and inconvenience, but maybe this leads to an opportunity to witness and see God’s work unfold.  


Oftentimes, we resort to the limitations that we place ourselves in because it’s what we’re used to or comfortable with. However, these changes can be God leading us to a place where our faiths, relationships, and experiences are to be further enriched. There may be initial discomfort, frustration, or inconvenience but these may only be an initial hurdle to a fulfillment that is beyond our own imagination. 

My prayer is for us to be given the strength to move forward in faith during the moments when God asks for our trust. Though we may not see what is on the other side, let us lean on His steadfast love and faithfulness to see what kind of fullness He is bringing us to. 

Let me hear in the morning of your steadfast love,

    for in you I trust.

Make me know the way I should go,

    for to you I lift up my soul.

Psalm 143:8


In Christ,

Evelyn C.


P.S *Boop means to affectionately and gently poke at someone’s nose. 

Disclaimer: may only be acceptable on dogs, have yet to confirm if this is acceptable towards humans. 

September 29, 2020

Dear Home of Christ family,

Knock, knock. Who’s there?

Before shelter-in-place, our door would only occasionally be knocked on when a friend was visiting or coming over to eat.

Yet nowadays, the knocking has become much more frequent. Although they stand farther away, and are harder to hear through their masks, friendly visitors have come more often since the beginning of shelter-in-place. Some are just deliverers, dropping off groceries or a package or some quick and easy take-out food.

But others are our kingdom brothers and sisters, coming with gifts ranging from freshly baked matcha strawberry cookies to home-made, fragrant kimchi. We become thankful and encouraged, venturing out ourselves to the streets free from commuters to deliver our own assortments of goodies (pandan waffles anyone?). We have learned to use these visits with gifts as a way to celebrate together with our friends as well as to show care to those who might be going through a hard time.

In this time, we have been separated from each other physically, but we grasp for spiritual unity, yearning to meet together again. We continue to care and love for one another in different ways—surprise knocks on the door, FaceTime calls, or even playing virtual Pictionary. 


Through all this, I am constantly reminded that, although socially distant, we have remained as one body:

“For as in one body we have many members, and the members do not all have the same function, so we, though many, are one body in Christ, and individually members one of another.”

—Romans 12:4-5


Our church is a community, one that rejoices together and suffers together. We show care in many different ways and continue to learn how to approach fellowship in this time. One day, we shall all be able to see each other again, but perhaps we will learn that we were never really that far apart.

Wesley & Sarah

September 22, 2020

Dear Home of Christ Family, 

Today is the Fall Equinox. This day signifies the ending of summer and the beginning of autumn in the Northern Hemisphere (and also the day that the sun is directly above the equator). For this year in particular, it represents the end of a summer that was bizarre, gratifying in some ways, uncomfortable and painful in many respects, and may have left us with feelings of longing for the time we never got to spend together. 

Over the course of the last six months of shelter-in-place, I’ve discovered that having more time to myself than I did before also means having more time to sit alone with all these different feelings I’ve been experiencing. Despair. Gratitude. Anxiety. Powerlessness. A whole multitude of other feelings, for a variety of different reasons. 


Something important that I’ve had to start growing in, over the course of internalizing all these different feelings for months, is simply asking for help. There’s an amusing irony in being involved with Stephen Ministry, and yet, finding it difficult for myself to ask for help when I need it. “I don’t want to be a burden”, “Everyone is struggling already”, and “I’ll just suck it up” are some of the excuses I make up for why I shouldn’t reach out. 

But in the face of my unease and my apprehensions, I did reach out for help. I felt the Spirit of God tugging at my heart, nudging me towards a place that I lacked the courage to go to. By the grace of God, this small step of reaching out and asking for help is one of the best decisions that I’ve made this entire year. In doing so, I found a listening ear, wise counsel, an empathetic heart, and the compassion of the Lord. 


“I lift up my eyes to the hills

From where does my help come?

My help comes from the LORD,

who made heaven and earth.”  

Psalm 121:1-2 

Asking for help has given me the freedom to lament, and to lift up to God all the ways that I’ve been aching and hurting. Much like in Stephen Ministry, where the objective is not only to help people feel better, but to help bring others into a deeper relationship with the Lord, I’ve had my eyes, ears, and heart opened further to His goodness through the support that I’ve received. It has been a humbling experience to ask for and receive care, for which I am immensely grateful. 

As we make a literal transition in seasons today, I pray that in this much longer season of uncertainty, anxiety, and challenges, that our God of comfort, of peace, and of love, would fill you with His presence. We are not alone in the things that we’re feeling and experiencing, and it is a great blessing to be a part of this church family that is a reflection of the love and care that Christ has for us. May you find freedom in the Lord to ask for and seek help, if you've been struggling, and may He bless you as you reach out in faith and in love! 


In Him,

Keaton Chiu

September 15, 2020

Dear HOC5 Family,

I came home from Singapore on March 15 of this year, fresh from mourning the loss of my dad, to the beginning of many losses that were still to come. School was closed for 3 weeks from March 16. Sheltering in place was enacted the same day, effective at midnight. We embraced this change as a family, grateful for the time together after a time apart, and the opportunity to implement new routines and make new memories. In the early days of the shelter, we daily counted our blessings, even as we prayed for the suffering and looked for ways to bless our community. We prayed with boldness for hearts to turn back to the Lord, and for God to reveal to us the mysterious ways He was moving even in the midst of a pandemic.


The weeks have since turned into months, and to the pandemic have been added riots, heat waves and fires. Even as the fires burned, I felt my heart grow cold, weighted by an amorphous heaviness, a sense of helplessness, and a stubborn despondency. God's purpose, like the obscuring smoke, seemed murky and unknowable.


"Why, O LORD, do you stand far away?

  Why do you hide yourself in times of trouble?"

Psalm 10:1


As I wrestle with the inexplicable suffering all around, all I can do is to cling, by faith, to the character of a God I know and love. He is a God who cares, a God who does not keep his distance. A God who traded his glory for the brokenness of this world, whose response to human suffering is equally inexplicable - the cross of Christ. It is a mystery I will never fully comprehend, a mystery that makes no sense at all, yet is the only thing that makes sense.


Like the forgetful Israelites, I need constant reminders of God's faithfulness -- my personal gold jar of manna and budded staff. God has been faithful in my life, and He will be faithful to accomplish His purpose in this place and time. God draws near to the broken hearted and listens to the cries of the afflicted. God is not far, He is nearer than ever before.


"O LORD, you hear the desire of the afflicted;

   you will strengthen their heart; you will incline your ear

to do justice to the fatherless and the oppressed,

   so that man who is of the earth may strike terror no more."

Psalm 10:17-18


- Melody Chen

September 9, 2020

Dear Home of Christ Family,

I miss you.

Or more accurately, as the French would say, you are missing from me.

I feel the amputated ache of your missing, phantom pain the pang of longing.

It is a homesickness, a wistfulness whose waves lap the borders of my consciousness, the ebb and flow of grief as time stretches the shores between us.

This past Sunday, a sudden surge of yearning crashed, a splash of tears as Jason and Tim led us through the song “Forever.”

Hearing the familiar progression of chords ascending to the crowning chorus -

Forever, He is glorified,

Forever, He is lifted high,

Forever, He is risen,

He is alive,

I felt a sharp ache of nostalgia, tracing the many memories of singing that anthem with you in the shared space of the darkened sanctuary.

Standing before the television where a life-sized Jason was projected in moving pixels, I felt the flat distance between, missing my worship team as I instinctively sidled up to the screen, assuming my usual place to his left, my suspended fingers playing silently along.

I could imagine Keaton’s thunderous drumming echoing my own heart’s galloping pace, fingers sprinting across keys to catch Jason and Grace’s soaring vocals at the breathless summit of the chorus’s crescendo.

I missed the energy and synergy of your collective voices- the throb of the drum's thrum vibrating our hearts, the soft glow of your illumined faces, the graceful forms of outstretched hands lined in shadow.

The two grainy worship leaders on my television screen seemed hushed without the full swell of your voices, diluting the felt intensity of our raised corporate praise, an estranged corporeal experience.

We were created as worshipers to not just sing staid solos, but to experience the deep fellowship of our belonging - both to God and to one another - in a rousing, resounding cacophony of communal joy.

Make a joyful noise to the Lord, all the earth! Serve the Lord with gladness! Come into his presence with singing! Know that the Lord, he is God! It is he who made us, and we are his; we are his people, and the sheep of his pasture. - Psalm 100: 1-3

This longing to be with you is a returning home to that which remains rooted within me - the re-membering of our now dismembered Body.

For as in one body we have many members, and the members do not all have the same function, so we, though many, are one body in Christ, and individually members one of another. - Romans 12:4-5

I feel the slow disembodiment and dismembering of that fellowship of family, the rich stew of the Body of Christ replaced with stale surrogates.

It feels foreign to consume these bits and bytes of community through sanitized screens, to lose touch with the warmth and electricity of your eclectic bodies.

This past Sunday, even the breaking of bread felt broken. Our virtual communing in shared though separate communion, a lonely liturgy.

In this time of loneliness, of forced isolation as an expression of deep affection, may we re-member that we were created to belong to a body of bodies.

As you feel the longing for that belonging in this time apart, may you find hope in God’s faithfulness binding our hearts together, preserving the unity of our spirits through His dwelling in each of us as little homes of Christ:

And he is before all things, and in him all things hold together. - Colossians 1:17

Our longing to reunite in our shared haven of Home of Christ is itself an echo of our greater longing for our heavenly home.

It is a wistful remembrance of our future hope, of one day worshiping together in the very presence of God, embodying the fullest joy in that place beyond time.

How sweet that homecoming will be.


Until we meet again,


September 1, 2020

Dear HOC5 Family,

Last week, all our bags were packed and ready to go, just in case the county issued emergency evacuation orders for the growing Santa Cruz fires.  Deciding what to take was a pretty illuminating exercise in what we treasure.  Would we take the wedding photos, or the priceless family heirloom pieces?  For my little nephew, he packed his suitcase full of his stuffed animals.  He had his priorities!  Fortunately for us, that call never came.


Once there was a woman who also had a treasure.  An exquisite alabaster jar of perfume.   The jar itself would have been quite valuable on its own, but the ointment it contained doubled or tripled its value.  And one day, she encounters Jesus.  Rather than offer this treasure to him, to sell and to support the ministry, she breaks the jar, and pours the oil over his head, as an act of love and devotion.


It was quite a shock to all who witnessed it as such a wanton waste of resources.  I’d imagine if I was there, I would exclaim, “Don’t waste it!  Save it!”

But Jesus loved her, commended her for her act of devotion and declared, where the gospel is preached, the world will know what she has done.


A few decades later, another man had a treasure in a jar also.  However his jar wasn’t made of gypsum, or marble, or even wood - it was his life.  It wasn’t broken once, but daily it was being afflicted, perplexed, struck down, but never destroyed.

And this treasure, it wasn’t perfume, or gold, or silver – it was the knowledge of the glory of God.


Paul reminds us that each one of us, as followers of Jesus Christ, are pouring out our lives in devotion to Christ so that others might see and experience this great treasure of knowing Christ.   Any time our lives are broken and poured out for others to illuminate the glory of God, it is never wasted.  Your name may not be like this woman’s whose story is told wherever the gospel is preached, but your name will make an eternal difference in the life of the one you were poured over.


What treasure do you have?  Are you willing to break your jar to let this treasure out?



 Pastor Dean

August 25, 2020

Dear HOC5 Family,

I must confess that sometimes I find it hard to read the news. With so much going on in the world today, Christians are making headlines for all the wrong reasons. As I ponder my own sins and skeletons, I am overwhelmed by the thought of the shame I could bring to the name of my Lord and Savior. However, there is hope. 


Though the world advocates “cancelled culture”, our faith advocates for “redemption culture”. So many of the “faithful” in the Bible are so flawed that they would not stand a chance in today’s news cycle. Imagine the headlines for David (King of Adultery and Murder) or Moses (Fallen Murderous Prince) or Jacob (Liar Liar), etc. They are called “faithful” not because they are good but because He is good. So take a minute today to put down our shame and know that

“Therefore, if anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation. The old has passed away; behold, the new has come.”

(2 Corinthians 5:17).

On the other hand, if you are thinking that I am a pretty good person and I am right in condemning all these people who are “bad”, let me remind you that

“for all have sinned and fall short of the glory of God” (Romans 3:23)

and that

“For by grace you have been saved through faith. And this is not your own doing; it is the gift of God” (Ephesians 2:8).

So please extend grace and mercy to others who have failed since you yourself are a recipient of mercy and grace. 


May we live like Jesus in the coming week. Know when to be bold and uncompromising and when to be forgiving and gracious.


In Christ,


August 19, 2020

My love for Portuguese egg tarts began in 1997.  It was in the Portuguese controlled city of Macau where I discovered the flaky brulee’d version of the beloved dan tats of my childhood.  Every time I eat a Portuguese egg tart (or po tat as I later learned), I’m transported back to those days on the humid streets of Macau and all the memories tethered to that flaky and custardy comfort.


It was also there that the words of Paul, written to the church in Corinth, spoke to me as clearly as if he had written it just for me.

For I decided to know nothing among you except Jesus Christ and him crucified.   And I was with you in weakness and in fear and much trembling… 1 Cor 2:2-3


Macau at that time was still a Portuguese colony, and the predominant dialect was Cantonese.  Armed with little more than “Ye Sou Ngoi Nei” (Jesus loves you in Cantonese), 20 other short term missionaries and I wandered the streets of Macau, teaching English and sharing the love of Christ.


Like Paul, I was filled with fear and trembling.  What could I say to convince these students of the existence of God, or their need for a savior, or the veracity of Scripture, the reasonableness of the gospel?

But it was also through that weakness, I was able to experience the power of God as students came to know Jesus Christ as their Lord and Savior, not through anything I was able to articulate, but because the wisdom of God is imparted by God Himself through the Spirit.

And we impart this in words not taught by human wisdom but taught by the Spirit, interpreting spiritual truths to those who are spiritual.  1 Cor 2:13


Now every time I eat po tats, I’m reminded of the beautiful city of Macau, but even more so, how powerful my God is.  So go and eat some po tats and taste and see that God is good!

~ Pastor Dean

August 12, 2020

My love for Portuguese egg tarts began in 1997.  It was in the Portuguese controlled city of Macau where I discovered the flaky brulee’d version of the beloved dan tats of my childhood.  Every time I eat a Portuguese egg tart (or po tat as I later learned), I’m transported back to those days on the humid streets of Macau and all the memories tethered to that flaky and custardy comfort.


It was also there that the words of Paul, written to the church in Corinth, spoke to me as clearly as if he had written it just for me.

For I decided to know nothing among you except Jesus Christ and him crucified.   And I was with you in weakness and in fear and much trembling… 1 Cor 2:2-3


Macau at that time was still a Portuguese colony, and the predominant dialect was Cantonese.  Armed with little more than “Ye Sou Ngoi Nei” (Jesus loves you in Cantonese), 20 other short term missionaries and I wandered the streets of Macau, teaching English and sharing the love of Christ.

Like Paul, I was filled with fear and trembling.  What could I say to convince these students of the existence of God, or their need for a savior, or the veracity of Scripture, the reasonableness of the gospel?


But it was also through that weakness, I was able to experience the power of God as students came to know Jesus Christ as their Lord and Savior, not through anything I was able to articulate, but because the wisdom of God is imparted by God Himself through the Spirit.

And we impart this in words not taught by human wisdom but taught by the Spirit, interpreting spiritual truths to those who are spiritual.  1 Cor 2:13

Now every time I eat po tats, I’m reminded of the beautiful city of Macau, but even more so, how powerful my God is.  So go and eat some po tats and taste and see that God is good!

~ Pastor Dean

August 5, 2020

“That’s not fair!”  My parents would say this was an oft-repeated statement by me as a child growing up.   Whether toys, chores, or other activities, I felt that everyone should get the same treatment and pull their own weight. 

But when I read the parable of the prodigal son, it seemed like Jesus didn’t get the “fair” memo.  How in the world is the hero of the story a son who dishonors his family, loses his entire inheritance, and doesn’t plan for any sort of emergencies?  It serves him right that he ended up eating pig slop.  Let it be a warning to all who think about slacking off or taking the easy way out.  And truth be told, if I was Jesus, I would have ended the story right there.


However, Jesus doesn’t end the story there.  He adds a twist as this younger son is feted when he returns, a party is thrown, a new wardrobe is given, new shoes, new jewelry.  And now it’s the older son that turns into the antagonist.  The loyal, faithful, dutiful, hardworking son, who stayed with the father, who managed the household, who despite the shame of his profligate brother, was able to sustain the family’s wealth and honor.  If I was listening to Jesus, I would declare, “That’s not fair!”


Growing up as a child of Chinese immigrants, the elder brother would have been my role model, and perhaps many of yours too.  He would be the one my parents would have compared me to.  “How come you’re not more like that older brother?”

He would be the one the aunties and grandmas would speak about, just loudly enough to ensure that I heard.  “Did you hear how that older son stayed with his poor old dad?  What a good son!”  “I can’t believe the younger son would go and break his father’s heart like that!”

The message I heard was, “Behave like the older brother and be accepted.  Behave like the younger brother and be rejected!”


It’s a hard parable to swallow when you deeply resonate with the older brother as I do and realize that the truly lost one is in fact me.  In the words of Timothy Keller’s The Prodigal God, “The main thing separating you and God is not your sin, but your damnable good works…”

I realize that all my good deeds, my dutiful worship, my faithful service is not always because I love God, but because I’m trying to be approved by God and accepted by God.


So here is some encouragement, my fellow elder sisters and elder brothers.  You are already approved and accepted in the beloved, Jesus Christ (Eph 1:6).  There is no amount of work or striving that will improve your standing in Christ which Jesus has not already accomplished by Him.

Remind yourself of this truth, encourage each other in this truth, examine your motivations in light of this truth.  Repeat this truth, “I am accepted in the Beloved” and meditate on it as we become more and more conformed into the likeness of our Heavenly Father.

-Dean Yuan

July 28, 2020

Dear Home of Christ Family,

Fishermen are a peculiar kind of people.  We like to keep our secret techniques and tackle close to our vests for fear that someone else might catch our trophy fish, and we might come home empty-handed.  Conversely, we also don’t like to take advice from non-fishers.  What could they possibly tell us that hours or years on the water hasn’t already taught us?

Simon was probably like this – a professional fisherman by birth and training.  He knew when and where to find the fish.  I’d imagine he didn’t have many days where he returned empty handed.  And along comes a non-fisherman, saying some nonsense like, “Have you tried throwing your nets over to the deep side?” 


4 And when he had finished speaking, he said to Simon, “Put out into the deep and let down your nets for a catch.” 5 And Simon answered, “Master, we toiled all night and took nothing! But at your word I will let down the nets.” 6 And when they had done this, they enclosed a large number of fish, and their nets were breaking.

Luke 5: 4-6


I’d imagine if I was Simon, I would probably retort with a choice word or two, but Simon did as he was asked, and to his astonishment, he hauled in a catch of a lifetime!

This passage represents some of what I’ve been feeling lately.  A lot of work, and little to show for it.  But then I’m reminded to listen to my savior, and hear what He is calling me to do.  Stop relying on my strategies, my wisdom, my planning. 

So I’m trying to do just that.    We don’t know how long this shelter in place will last, and we don’t know what our worship services will look like once its over.  But God does.  And God knows where to cast the nets, where to direct the effort, where to spend the resources.    So let’s pray together – as a church family – that we would hear from God on where to cast our nets.


- Dean

July 21, 2020

Dear HOC5 family,

I would like you to imagine with me a very interesting scenario. I want you to imagine that today Jeff Bezos, the world’s richest man with $189 Billion dollars under his name, called you and offer you a deal you can’t turn down: free money. How much you ask? $86,400 to be exact. You might say: “I make more than that!” Well, here is another crazy thing, Jeff Bezos in his crazy generous mood wants to give you $86,400 EVERY DAY!! The only catch is that you have to spend that money that day and cannot carry over to the next. Now before you go and buy yourself a new car, this is only hypothetical. However, what is NOT hypothetical is that someone far wealthier and powerful is offering you something along that line. 


It is often said “time is money”, and if we were to calculate how many seconds we have in each day we would get exactly 86,400 seconds. With each waking moment, our heavenly Father is offering us the ability to spend those seconds or “money” in any way we see fit. However, like those who squandered away lottery winnings or family inheritances, I often observed that we do not use our time wisely. For example, I have been re-watching a certain Korean Drama for the third time. It is my way to unwind from a stressful day. Therefore, in Psalm 90 Moses left behind these wise words: “So teach us to number our days that we may get a heart of wisdom.” 


As I “number” my days, I realized that I am about half way through my life here on earth according to Moses’ teaching in Psalm 90. This means that my days are literally numbered and I should be careful on how I spend my days. Now I am not saying we can’t do things to entertain, however I am asking us to rethink how we spend our days. Are we spending appropriate amount of time with God? With our loved ones? Or have we been burying our heads in work or other ways to escape our current reality? 


Perhaps the greatest challenge I heard from many has been spending time with God during COVID 19. It feels like we now have the flexibility on when to spend time in the Word but what ended up happening is that we spend our time one everything except the Word. Like many argue for breakfast as the most important meal of the day since it starts your day right, I would argue that spending time with God is the most important thing in a day. Start your day right and your day will be alright. Will you join me to start our day in the Word before we do anything else? Before checking your email, the news, or even brush? This habit has transformed my life for almost 10 years, I hope it will make your life different too!


In Christ,


July 14, 2020

Dear Home of Christ family,

I miss dimsum!  Just writing that out makes me a bit embarrassed with all of the hurt our world is enduring right now.  But I do miss sitting down in a noisy restaurant, having a whole host of steamed and fried plates come right up to me.


One dish that I will often get is rice porridge with 1000 year old egg.  It’s definitely an acquired taste, and I have tried sharing this dish with others, but have been told that the egg smells like flatulence.  It’s the craziest thing – I think it’s delicious, while others think it smells like farts!

The process of how the egg is transformed is actually quite interesting.  The eggs are cured in clay, ash, salt for several weeks to several months and slowly transforms from what we think of when we think of eggs, to a dark gelatinous substance with a dark green yolk.  You either love it or you hate it!


I was thinking that in some ways, as Christians, we’re a bit like 1000 year old eggs. 

Paul writes to the church in Corinth,

2 Corinthians 2:14-16

But thanks be to God, who in Christ always leads us in triumphal procession, and through us spreads the fragrance of the knowledge of him everywhere. For we are the aroma of Christ to God among those who are being saved and among those who are perishing, to one a fragrance from death to death, to the other a fragrance from life to life.


We have been transformed by Christ, our minds have been renewed, we’re baptized into His spirit and His family, and the end result is we have a distinct aroma, that is the aroma of the knowledge of Christ.


As we continue to live out our faith during these chaotic and challenging times by loving one another, forgiving one another, serving one another, there will be some who will look at our lives and wonder, what is that beautiful aroma?  I want to experience that.  During those times we will have an opportunity to share with them the hope that we have in Jesus Christ.

Still there will be others who will look at our lives and be critical and judgmental in how we live and love one another.  They may say we’re naïve, or foolish, but Paul reminds us, that’s ok.  Keep living out the faith that you have in Jesus Christ.  Keep loving God with all your heart.  Keep loving your neighbor as yourself. 


And keep eating dimsum!

-Pastor Dean

July 8, 2020

Dear Home of Christ family,

This week, as we’ve been reading the temptation of Jesus, this passage from Heb 12:1-2 comes to mind.

Therefore, since we are surrounded by so great a cloud of witnesses, let us also lay aside every weight, and sin which clings so closely, and let us run with endurance the race that is set before us,  looking to Jesus, the founder and perfecter of our faith, who for the joy that was set before him endured the cross, despising the shame, and is seated at the right hand of the throne of God.


As I approach my 17th year of ministry at HOC5, there have been many people who have “surrounded me” and cheered me on not only in ministry but in faith as well.   One in particular that I think about is my maternal grandmother.  She was an uneducated woman who somehow managed to memorize the entire New Testament and would constantly encourage me to pray and to read and memorize scripture.  Although she was nearly blind in her old age, she saw the promises of God more clearly than I ever have.  And even now as I envision her in the arms of Jesus watching all of her children and grandchildren, she’s yelling out “jiā yóu” which quite literally means to add gas, but has always been a phrase of encouragement for all of us grandchildren.


This cloud of witnesses isn’t limited to only those who have passed on.  It can also include every single one of us as we cheer each other on to run the race which Christ has set before us.  It includes our small group members as they point us to look at Jesus when we share with them our struggles with temptations.  As they pray with you and counsel you.  It includes our discipleship groups as we bring our lives and look to Jesus together, searching scripture to know and love Jesus.  It includes our worship leaders as they point us towards Christ through music.


God has given us an entire family to overcome temptation -  the church.  Our responsibility is to point others towards Christ, to keep our eyes focused on Christ, and encourage each other as we run this race together.

Jiā yóu everyone!

-Pastor Dean

June 30, 2020

Dear Home of Christ family,

A few weeks ago, we sent out a survey asking our congregants, what worship song has been meaningful to you.  If you haven’t filled out the survey, please do.  Survey

For me, one song that has been meaningful has been, “The Blessing” by Kari Jobe, Cody Carnes.


When I entered into ministry as a preacher, I didn’t really understand the purpose or role of the benediction.  It seemed something that only the more liturgical churches would practice.  A rote recital of words to end a service.  I was a pragmatist, practical to the core.  A closing prayer seemed more than adequate.

However, I’ve come to realize the power and beauty of a benediction as well as the difference between a benediction and a prayer.  A prayer is our request to God.  A benediction is God’s proclamation of good over us.  Benediction comes from two latin words; bene, which means ‘good,’ and dicere, which means ‘to speak.’  A benediction is God proclaiming His goodness towards his people.  It is not an ask, but a proclamation of a reality from God.


“The Blessing” which comes straight out of scripture from Numbers 6:24-26. 

The Lord bless you and keep you;

the Lord make his face to shine upon you and be gracious to you;

the Lord lift up his countenance upon you and give you peace.

This is one of the most ancient benedictions spoken throughout Jewish and Christian history, and in recent weeks and month, has been sung by choirs, churches, people across our globe, in multiple languages, by people of all ages.

This benediction is a reminder to me that during a chaotic time in our nation and our world’s history, there is a God that knows everything.  There is a God who can bring calm to the storm, can bring blessings in the midst of divisions, hostility, and disease.  There is a God who looks upon me and grants me grace and peace.  And because of this good word, this divine reality, I live with confidence and hope that God is for me, and for us.


May the Lord bless you and keep you.

May He make his face shine upon you and be gracious to you.

Make He lift up his countenance upon you and give you peace!

-Pastor Dean

June 24, 2020

Dear HOC5 Family,

Will this get better or worse? With the current headlines we have in the news this verse has come to my attention, time and time again as it relates to “the times” we are in right now…


(Matt 24:6 ESV) " 6 And you will hear of wars and rumors of wars. See that you are not alarmed, for this must take place, but the end is not yet."


So, what is the context of this verse? The disciples are super excited to show Jesus the magnificent temple they had in Jerusalem, and truly it was magnificent! Each massive block of stone that made up the temple was like works of art all pieced together. Yet as they marveled at this great man-made structure, Jesus dropped a comment on the future and said, “(Matt 24:2 ESV) "Truly, I say to you, there will not be left here one stone upon another that will not be thrown down.""”

This troubled the disciples so they asked Jesus to explain what He meant. You see, not only was Jesus talking about the fate of the temple but He also used this opportunity to teach his disciples about the end of days.

Friends, as we get closer and closer to the end times, Matthew, Daniel and Revelation all seem to agree that the violence and chaos will increase and not decrease. YES our world will get worse and NO it will not get better overall, but the key point from Matt 24:6 is that we are, “not alarmed” because He has already told you, that these events, “must take place”.

Now in the course of history, there have definitely been ups and downs. Sometimes things got really bad, other times problems cleared up only to be replaced by a new set of troubles. The point is that Jesus is the only one who can completely free this world from all the sin and chaos. You can read about it in Revelation 19 where Jesus returns like a conquering hero.


What does this mean for us today? There are a couple things we need to understand:

1st) We as Christians are honestly very comfortable. Most of us have not suffered for the faith, nor have we faced active persecution for what we believe. Don’t expect that to last. While we are thankful for the time of rest, we will grow stronger through the eventual suffering we will all go through for Jesus.

2nd) We as Christians don’t search the Scriptures like we should. I agree some denominations have an unhealthy fascination over the teachings of the end times, but many of us have never read about it, and likewise will be caught off guard when they do come to pass. Like Jerusalem who failed to recognize her King, we too may miss what has been written about in the Word.

3rd) We as Christians might also doubt the powerful hand of God to bring about restoration and reconciliation. Sometimes we are tempted like Moses to fix the injustice of the world with our own hands while in the end making more of a mess than if we had taken time to wait upon the Lord for help. It is always unwise to rush out in our own strength and wisdom.


So here is my challenge to you. Read some of the texts on the end times (Matt 24, 1st Thes 4-5, 2 Thes 2, Dan 7, 9, 12, & the book of Revelation), and see how Jesus is at the center of all of these texts. I would also say that the best thing you can do right now is in the strength of the Lord share the gospel with those you love so that both you and they would be ready for His return for the end times could be near. God bless my friends.

In Him,

Yuji Ogura

June 16, 2020

Dear Home of Christ Family,

Over the past several weeks, I’ve been thinking a lot about the idea of justice, and more specifically what God has to say about justice.  Our entire country has been embroiled over the lack of justice for black lives.  Or we talk about a broken justice system.  All this causes me to think, what does scripture have to say about justice?

In scripture, the word that is used for justice (tsedeq in Hebrew OT, and dikaios in Greek NT) is also the same word that is used for righteousness.  Justice and righteousness are two sides of the same coin!

A good definition of this word is “A right relationship among all things with God.”


As a society, we ought to be working towards reflecting God’s care and love for all people, and at the same time I was reminded that true justice can only come when we enter into a right relationship with God.

So brothers and sisters, as we continue engaging with what is going on in our culture – be rooted in Christ…. and practice justice. (Micah 6:8)


I’ve been reading “Woke Church” by Eric Mason, and invite you to read along with me.  I found this quote to be helpful.

"Justice points to the execution of heart of God, and righteousness means intrinsic impact by the heart of God.  You have to be intrinsically changed by God in order for justice to be done. In other words, justice doesn’t come by legislation, because you can legislate things and nothing changes. We can go to the executive branch. We can go to the legislative branch. We can go to the judicial branch. We can put whatever kind of Supreme Court justices we want to put in place. But at the end of the day legislation doesn’t change hearts … only the gospel does...

So we must continue to work together to hold America accountable for what it promised to do. But we understand that we have at our disposal something that is much greater than man-made documents. We have the glorious gospel!"

Mason, Eric. Woke Church (pp. 50-51)

-Pastor Dean

June 10, 2020

Dear HOC5 Family,

Since the topic of race is on all of our minds and hearts these days, I wanted to share a few stories from my own experience.

When I was a kid growing up, I was asked on several occasions by my caucasian school friends if I knew Kung Fu. I didn’t know what Kung Fu was, so I said yes (Make it till you fake it started early for me!). Little did I realize until that point, my friends saw me as someone unlike themselves.

One day in school, we were asked to share what we had for breakfast, and I proudly stated that my mom had made me cheung fun, which was my favorite – the sweet rice rolls soaked in soy sauce, definitely not food pyramid approved. And to my embarrassment, no one around me knew what I was talking about, some making disdainful faces in my direction.

I realized from an early age that I wasn’t like many of my “American” friends.

Later on, when I was in middle school, my family visited Shanghai. Finally, a culture that could appreciate rice rolls!  Until one of the locals commented to me, “You’re not really Chinese, are you?”

That feeling of otherness has shaped my life in many ways -  wanting to fit into at least one of those two cultures. To the Americans, I didn’t seem American enough. And to the Chinese, I definitely wasn’t Chinese enough. 

I’m not comparing the racism that I experienced to those in the African American communities, but in some ways, we have all experienced being outsiders, wanting to fit in.

But scripture reminds me – there is still a third way.  Paul writes these words in Gal 3:26,28.

So in Christ Jesus you are all children of God through faith…There is neither Jew nor Gentile, neither slave nor free, nor is there male and female, for you are all one in Christ Jesus.   

As I continue on my journey of listening and learning, one thing that I must remind myself, regardless of what race, skin color, social standing someone else is – in Christ, they are my brothers and my sisters. And as my brothers and sisters, it is my responsibility to learn how to love and care for them.

So, I want to invite you to a night of “Listening and Learning” with Pastor Marcus Givens as he shares with us his experiences growing up as an African American man in the Bay Area and across the nation. You’ll find ZOOM information and a place to ask questions in the announcement below. I look forward to this space where we can learn to love one another with Christ's love - beginning first by listening.

-Pastor Dean

6/10, 8-9:30PM Listen and Learn with Pastor Marcus Givens

Join us as Pastor Marcus Givens shares with us his experiences growing up African American in the Bay Area and beyond. Pastor Marcus has been a long time friend of the Home of Christ Church and speaker over the past 3 decades. 

Contact for the ZOOM ID.

June 1, 2020

Dear Home of Christ Family,

By now, most of you have seen images of protests and violence tearing through our country, as communities across our nation express outrage against the systemic oppression of our black brothers and sisters, fellow citizens but most importantly, fellow image-bearers of God. I barely processed the ruthless murder of Ahmaud Arbery when the video of George Floyd crying out for help came into my news feed, yet another life taken needlessly.

Over the past week, my heart has been heavy as I witnessed his arrest, the officer's knee crushing George's neck - a symbol for an entire group of people who have been oppressed and brutalized by those in power. Witnessing the black community's cry of outrage and grief, I’ve also felt guilt for my own role in this system, recognizing my own inherent racism and privilege.

As an Asian-American, I wrestle with my place in this conversation, which tends to be primarily construed as a black/white issue.  My Asian immigrant upbringing taught me to submit to those in authority, work hard, keep my mouth shut, believing that my hard work and good deeds would eventually be rewarded and pay off.

As I listen to voices from my fellow brothers and sisters in the black community however, I realize their experiences are vastly different from mine.  I’ve never been coached on how to respond to an officer when pulled over.  The thought never even crossed my mind that an officer would try to hurt me.  I’ve never been warned not to go for a walk or run late at night for fear of racial violence.

It is very clear to me, however, as I read through Scripture that God demands justice whenever and wherever injustice exists - to stand with and for the powerless, to protect the vulnerable – not just when it is convenient for me, but at all times.

In the Old Testament, God gives Amos a powerful image of justice bursting forth like a tsunami wave, and in its destructive wake, removing all vestiges of injustice. (Amos 5:24)

In the New Testament, Jesus honors those who care for the hungry, the weak, and the poor because they are in fact serving him. (Mat 25:40) 

Where this leads me, I’m still unsure.  I don’t believe any political system, political leader, or legislation can cure what is fundamentally a sin issue, apart from the renewing work of the Holy Spirit and the life changing message of the gospel.   

But what I can do right now is to examine my own heart and repent of the racism that I harbor.  I can share in the grief of my fellow black brothers and sisters as I lament with them over another senseless murder, and cry out with them for justice.  I can listen to their stories without rationalizing or minimizing their experiences, and take steps to educate myself on the systemic oppression that exists in our country. 

And whenever and wherever I am able to speak up against injustice, I pray that God will give me courage to be a drop in the tsunami of His justice bursting forth.

Will you join me this Weds, 6/3 at 8PM as we spend an hour in lament and prayer for the family of George Floyd, the men and women who put on uniforms to protect us, our brothers and sisters who live through this reality daily, those in governmental authority over us, and for our nation itself?

Please email for ZOOM meeting details.

-Pastor Dean

May 27, 2020

Dear Home of Christ Family,

I long for the day when we can be together again, without fear of disease or mindful of the physical distance between us. I know for many, this time of sheltering in place has been a lonely one. Some of us may feel estranged from our spiritual family, even with digital interventions like Zoom and online church. Some of us are beginning to feel that perhaps God Himself is far from us.

I am encouraged by the prophet Isaiah and his beautiful portrayal of God’s love for His people in this week’s Bible reading. Even as the people were held in captivity, far from their land, far from their temple, seemingly far from their God – Isaiah reminds them of God’s deep love for them:

“Can a mother forget the baby at her breast

  and have no compassion on the child she has borne?

Though she may forget,

  I will not forget you!

16 See, I have engraved you on the palms of my hands;

  your walls are ever before me.

Isaiah 49:15-16

I hope you know that you are deeply loved by God today and this week!

Recently, in a meeting with some of our church leaders, we were asked to share a book and author that made a profound impact on our lives. The book I shared was The Ragamuffin Gospel by Brennan Manning.  

I want to end with a story from Brennan that profoundly changed the way I experience God’s love.

Several years ago, Edward Farrell, a priest from Detroit, went on a two-week summer vacation to Ireland to visit relatives. His one living uncle was about to celebrate his eightieth birthday. On the great day, Ed and his uncle got up early. It was before dawn. They took a walk along the shores of Lake Killarney and stopped to watch the sunrise. They stood side by side for a full twenty minutes and then resumed walking. Ed glanced at his uncle and saw that his face had broken into a broad smile. Ed said, “Uncle Seamus, you look very happy.” “I am.” Ed asked, “How come?” And his uncle replied, “The Father is very fond of me.”

-Pastor Dean

May 19, 2020

Dear HOC5 family,

The disciple John, while he was sheltering in place on a deserted island called Patmos, writes these words : "Beloved, I pray that all may go well with you and that you may be in good health, as it goes well with your soul."

During this shelter in place, we are frequently asking these questions: How are you doing? Are you staying healthy? Do you have enough groceries? But John reminds us that our physical well-being is only part of our entire well-being. The other part, the eternal part, is our soul.

How is your soul doing?  

I first heard this question from Pastor John Ortberg and have since used it with regularity.  

It's not asking "How are you doing?" or "What are you doing?" - both questions which can be answered without much thought.  

It forces us to pause, and take a serious assessment of our inner life, our private life- a life comprised of motivations, thoughts and desires living in tension with our physical outside world, what everyone else sees.

So let me ask you this question - How is your soul doing as we shelter in place and miss being able to gather together, when we have suffered many different losses of personal space, regular routines and rhythms, the future plans that once filled our calendar squares?

How have you taken time to tend to your soul during this time?  What are the things you are engaging in that bring you closer to God? What things and distractions are preventing you from connecting with God?

Let me encourage you this week to spend some time examining your soul, taking a thoughtful look at the reflection in the mirror.

If you find that your soul is drifting away from God, spend some time this week praying, meditating on scripture, soaking in nature, and reflecting on the goodness of God.

My prayer for us, Home of Christ Family, is that we will not only just be in good health, but that all will be well in the secret wells of our souls.

-Dean Yuan 

May 13, 2020

Dear HOC5 family,

As we enter our 10th week of sheltering-in-place, I will admit my life has felt like a whirlwind of activity, a never ending merry-go-round, a tyranny of the urgent. There always seems to be more to do: more projects to tackle, more responsibilities to share, more meals to cook, more schoolwork to oversee, more online meetings to attend, more content to consume, more arguments to arbitrate, and chapters to read in our Love this Book! 

However, without the normal boundaries between work and home or school and home, the "more" has taken over our previous sanctuaries of rest and quiet. 

In the midst of our own familial arguments that living in confined spaces seemingly inevitably bring up, I'm reminded this week of another sibling argument that the bible records. Two sisters, with two very different approaches to life; Mary and Martha.

Martha, the hard working and industrious type was slaving away, while Mary, the care free and free spirit, sat at the feet of Jesus, soaking in his teaching. Indignant at the lack of effort on her sisters part, Martha complains to Jesus, and this is his response to her.

“Martha, Martha,” the Lord answered, “you are worried and upset about many things, but few things are needed—or indeed only one. Mary has chosen what is better, and it will not be taken away from her.”

I wonder in the midst of your busy-ness, how have you positioned yourself to sit at the feet of Jesus? This reminds me that all of the busyness that I accomplish today or during this period of time will one day pass away, but the relationship I have with my savior - that is what I take with me into eternity. Won't you choose what is better today?

- Dean Yuan

May 5, 2020

“I thank my God every time I remember you. In all my prayers for all of you, I always pray with joy because of your partnership in the gospel from the first day until now, being confident of this, that he who began a good work in you will carry it on to completion until the day of Christ Jesus.”

~ Paul to the Believers in Philippi 

(Philippians 1:3-7 NIV)

Dear HOC5 family and friends,

I was working on a project the other day and one of the questions I had to answer was “write your own eulogy”. At first I just put down the typical “Jim was a great guy blah blah blah”. But my professor gave me the feedback that my answers were too general and not deep enough. So I had to dig deeper. I started to ask how and why I want people to remember me. Was it to feed my ego? Was it to benefit others? I also started to wonder what my two daughters or my wife would write in their eulogy about me, how will they remember me by?

As I read Paul’s letter to the church in Philippi, I can’t help but wonder if Paul would speak the same about me. That when he prays for me, there is a smile on his face. That when he thinks of me, he is thankful to God for me. That when he talks about me, he calls me “my partner in the gospel”. That he remembers the journeys we took together from the very first day, and how he is confident that I am on the path God has set out for me.

If I may challenge you this week to reflect on your life and perhaps even write an eulogy for yourself, what will it say about you? If your family members were to write an eulogy about you, would they remember you the way you want them to remember? What about your friends? Ministry partners? Coworkers?

My prayers for all of us this week is that we will allow the Holy Spirit to continue His work of transformation in our lives. That whatever “good” that God started in all of us will not “pause” because we are now chasing after praises of men or things of the world or even selfish desires. May we surrender ourselves to the Holy Spirit’s prompting. May we let Him speak through our devotions, our prayers, our worship, and the sermons you listened to. May we act on these promptings regardless of how difficult it may be. May we keep in step with the Spirit!

-Jim Chang

April 29, 2020

Dear HOC5 family and friends,

I am sure by now you have heard that our county has extended the SIP to the end of May but some easing up might be coming should we hit some milestones set by the governor. As I contemplate the possible end to the worst of this pandemic, I can’t help but wonder what the church will be like in the aftermath. What will people say about Christ’s bride when this is all over? What will people say about you and me?

Today I want to share with you a short passage from Ephesians 2:10. “ For we are his workmanship, created in Christ Jesus for good works, which God prepared beforehand, that we should walk in them.”   

I love that this scripture reminds us that God created and saved us for His own specific reason. That we are to “perform” a certain role at the time and place He has placed us. That this pandemic is no mistake of God nor is it the result of God’s inadequacy. If we believe that God is sovereign, then we must also trust that everything that has been happening is a part of God’s grand design. Thus we must ask the question: why? And I believe it is so that we, as individual Christ followers and as a collective of the Body, will grow and make a difference in this pandemic. Will you continue to challenge yourself to read the Word even if you don’t feel like it? Pray even if you feel it’s being unanswered? Love even if you doubt your compassion would make a difference? 

May all of us become more Christ-like at the end of this tunnel!

-Jim Chang

April 22, 2020

Dear HOC5 family,

It is amazing how a text that is 2600 years old still speaks to us today, even in our current situation. Habakkuk writes in his opening chapter:

"O Lord, how long shall I cry for help, and you will not hear? Or cry to you COVID-19* and you will not save?" 

*that's what I would like to think Habakkuk would have cried out in our times

Granted, Habakkuk was talking about an evil and wicked nation that God was using to discipline his people, but the emotional distress that he feels has been similar to some of my feelings. "O Lord, when will we hit the peak?" "O Lord, when will the numbers go down?" "O Lord, when will we see our friends again?" "O Lord, when will we worship together as your church again?"

I'm comforted by the words of Habakkuk in chapter 3, as he reflects on the works of God, the character of God, the majesty and glory of God, his final words are one of the most hopeful words in the Old Testament.

"Though the fig tree should not blossom, nor fruit be on the vines, the produce of the olive fail and the fields yield no food, the flock be cut off from the fold and there be no herd in the stalls, yet I will rejoice in the Lord; I will take joy in the God of my salvation."

I pray that during this time of Shelter-in-Place, you will encounter the majesty and glory of God through scripture, prayer, meditation, even nature. And through it, we can declare together, "Yet we will rejoice in the Lord, We will take joy in the God of our salvation!"  May that be the cry of our hearts.

-Dean Yuan

April 14, 2020

Dear HOC5 family,

In our Love This Book reading this past week I was thinking about how different David's heart for God is compared to mine. In the story about David and Goliath I see that David is zealous for God's name. I think I'm a lot more like Gideon in his reluctance and timidness. But David isn't discouraged by his youthful age, or his brother getting on his case, or even King Saul telling him he isn't able to defeat Goliath. David is undeterred by what people have to say and fully confident in God's ability to work through him. I pray for myself and our church that God would open our hearts to love Him with the kind of ferocity and devotion we see in David's heart. I pray that we will be bold and courageous.

Then David said to the Philistine, “You come to me with a sword and with a spear and with a javelin, but I come to you in the name of the Lord of hosts, the God of the armies of Israel, whom you have defied." 1 Sam 17:45

-Irving Chung

April 8, 2020

To the Home of Christ family, 

In the past few weeks while I have been trying to adjust to the ‘new normal’ I have to confess I took little time to process spiritually and personally what has taken place and what is to come to pass in the next few months. 

But this week, challenged to write this e-mail, I had the chance to let my soul catch up and address this need in my life. I also had the chance to read JC Ryle’s sermon on “sickness” and it really blessed me so I would like to share a few of his points with you. 

First, sickness is unlike any other trial because it has the power to turn the strongest of us into a little child and the boldest in our family to tremble and fall (Ecc 12:3-5). This will lead into the next point… 

Sickness helps us remember death. To be honest if you are like me, I live most of my life thinking that I will never die or taking my health for granted. Sickness reminds us that life is short, precious and worth fighting for. 

Sickness makes us think about God seriously. This has been my prayer long before our youth ministry started working on Snow Retreat this year. One of my biggest prayers during this time was that He would use this event to bring revival to our family at HOC5. Little did I know back then in February that this virus would hit so close to home and so soon. My prayers are still for revival to this day. 

Sickness helps to soften men’s hearts. I definitely see this in my life and I also see this with all the ministers in our church. It is so easy and tempting to see ministry in a professional way, while almost forgetting why we got into the ministry in the first place (with a love for Christ and for His people). 

Sickness is used to help ‘try’ men’s religion. Over the last few weeks, I have seen what we turn to during times of trial. What I want to ask you during a time like this is “do you turn to Christ?” Or do you turn to friends, family, homework, school, work or even cooking and housework? These past few weeks have definitely tested my foundation with the Lord Jesus Christ and I hope that you have found yourself planted on the rock and not on the sand. 

My concluding thought is this... this will pass. While we all long for the day of our Lord’s return, my prayer is that we would all grow from this experience for the better. Not only as people, but also with a deeper and richer faith in the Lord. I want you to know that our prayers as pastors are with you all. 

"And let us not grow weary of doing good, for in due season we will reap, if we do not give up."

(Galatians 6:9 ESV) 

With His love,

Yuji Ogura

April 1, 2020

To my dear Home of Christ Family,

As we continue to shelter in place and practice social distancing, some of us are beginning to settle into a routine, while others are still struggling with the notion that that this will continue on for another month (at the very least!). 

If you are like me, perhaps God has been working in your heart as well, identifying areas where we still have to grow in trust of our sovereign God who knows all things, whether it is for your health, physical provisions, work, or financial needs.

One of my fears over this past month is "How will our church survive?" By nature, the church is not a building, but a gathering of God's people. And throughout the course of the church's history, what defined her is that believers gathered together to worship, sometimes even in secret.  So without the gathering of people for worship, for study, for prayers, for mutual encouragement, I wasn't sure how our church family would fare.

But God continues to amaze me and reminded me that although I am a shepherd, He is our ultimate Shepherd, and he knows exactly how his sheep are doing.

Over this past month, I've heard countless stories of people caring for each other, getting groceries for those in need, volunteering at food banks that are desperately in need of volunteers, sacrificially giving up their own masks to help medical professionals. I've heard countless testimonies of members praying with others over new mediums such as texts, facetime, zoom, encouraging each other with scripture, and sharing what they are learning. Instead of being consumed by the news and the ever-growing number of cases, people are consuming God through His Word, and experiencing fellowship through new and intentional ways of reaching out to others.

So thank you for reminding me that God is in control, and that God is still at work, even though we are apart. I am so proud to be a part of this family of God's disciples! 

A couple of updates and reminders:

  • Keep up with the readings, and watch the livestream here (or here if you want to chat along). We are still experimenting with our livestream, so keep an eye out for an update later this week.
  • Please send me ( a 10 second video introducing yourself sharing 1 thing you are grateful for.
  • If you are willing to donate N95 (KN95 is acceptable as well) masks, our church will be collecting them and distributing them to local hospitals and other medical professionals. They must be in unopened packaging. The church will be opened from 11AM-Noon on Weds 4/8 for you to drop them off.
  • If you need help with groceries, sign up here. If you can help others and you're willing to pick up groceries, sign up here.  
  • Keep praying for Dave Jou and his family. If you can commit to praying and/or fasting for him on a certain day, sign up here. (You can add your name on the first page, and read the prayer needs on the second page)
  • Our church was gifted a 2 month free subscription to Dwell Bible App This is a great app that provides an unparalleled listening experience of God's Word.  Sign up for your free 2 month account here.
  • During this time, we deeply appreciate your continued generosity and faithfulness in giving. We are encouraging everyone to give online at
  • If during this time if you have been hit harder financially than others, and would need some assistance, please contact or for more informationWe would love to pray for you as a church family - send your prayer needs and requests to


March 25, 2020

Dear Home of Christ Family,

This past week, I along with thousands of other pastors and church leaders have wrestled with what "shelter-in-place" means for our church family. One verse that came up often during this time comes from the letter to the Hebrews 10:25.

...not neglecting to meet together, as is the habit of some, but encouraging one another, and all the more as you see the Day drawing near.

I'm sure for some of you, like me, the pain of being absent physically from the rest of the church family has been felt acutely. We are fortunate however that we have technology that mitigates some of this pain, but even with the best Zoom and live-stream feeds, we feel a hole in our hearts knowing that we are apart from one another.

However, although we are not able to meet together, as a church, we are still carrying on what the author of Hebrews intended. Verse 25 is actually only a part of the sentence, and part of the larger thought. The preceding verse gives us a little more context.

And let us consider how to stir up one another to love and good works...

Just this past week, I have heard, seen, and witnessed our young people care for others by bringing groceries, and other essentials to those who are more vulnerable. I have seen brothers and sisters lend devices so those without can still stay connected and watch our live-streams. Others have thoughtfully dropped off games and activities to young families to help them have some sanity during this time. Many have collectively committed to fasting and praying for our dear brother David Jou as he struggles in the hospital. And dozens of individuals, along with our church, have donated N95 masks to local hospitals in our region.

All that to say, I am proud of our family for coming together when we can't come together. Let me encourage all of us to continue thinking of new and creative ways to "stir up one another to love and good works." Great job HOC5 family!

  • One way you can do that is by sending me ( a 10 second video introducing yourself sharing 1 thing you are grateful for.
  • Another way you can help others is if you're willing pick up groceries, sign up here.  And if you need help with groceries, sign up here.
  • If you are willing to donate N95 (KN95 is acceptable as well) masks, our church will be collecting them and distributing them to local hospitals. They must be in unopened packaging. The church will be opened from 11AM-Noon on Weds 3/25, 4/1 and 4/8 for you to drop them off.
  • Commit to praying and/or fasting for Dave Jou, sign up here. (You can add your name on the first page, and read the prayer needs on the second page)

We would love to pray for you as a church family - send your prayer needs and requests to

Keep up with the readings, and watch the livestream here. Go to the link and hit "subscribe" for the latest updates.


March 22, 2020

Dear Home of Christ Family,

Thank you all for joining us this morning for our livestream service. We praise God that despite so many challenges and obstacles this week, technology allows us to continue to meet in ways that are not so different from our normal routine, albeit in pj's and at separate locations.

For those of you were not able to join during the livestream, watch the replay here.

We appreciate your patience as we sort through all the technical hiccups of the livestream process. As the Youtube platform continues to have some issues, we may switch to a different platform, to be determined. Please keep a look out for more information this week coming to your email inbox.

Other than email, there are a few ways to keep updated with the Sunday Service information. Please see these options below:

Church Website

Facebook Page Home of Christ IN Cupertino

Wishing you all a blessed week, and encouraging you all to consider how God is calling you to move in faith this week!

March 20, 2020

Dearest Church Family,

As we slowly settle into the new views and rhythms of a more stilled life, I pray that you would find shelter and hope in God's unchanging word.

May we abide in Him as our true abode, a quiet and cozy nook of security and comfort when the world outside feels chaotic and frightening.

I wanted to share a resource that has been a huge comfort to me personally, the Dwell Bible app, and more specifically, their curated "Faith Over Fear" playlist of Scripture.

The folks at Dwell have generously offered us a complimentary two month subscription to their Bible listening app, and I highly recommend a daily soak in Scripture to saturate your mind and heart when you feel blown and tossed by the rolling billows of the seas all around.

The Dwell listening experience can be customized with different narrators and musical accompaniment, allowing you to craft an ambience that most ministers to you.  

There is power in hearing the promises and truths of God's Word spoken over you, and I pray you will find Dwell to be a refuge for your soul.

> Sign up for your free 2 month account here

Praying that you will be held and steadied by God's presence both with and within you - He our true Shelter in this place.

Love to you all,


March 17, 2020

Dear Home of Christ Family,

These are some crazy times. 

I'm typically a champion at sleeping. I've slept through earthquakes, fire alarms, and possibly while my wife was in labor. Once those lights are out, I'm out like a log. But this week, sleep has been harder to come by. Thoughts of Sunday worship mishaps run through my mind, wondering how these next few weeks will go as we all shelter in place. 

As someone with an underlying respiratory condition, and a father to someone who has the same, I wonder if all of this has increased my anxiety levels. The fear of the unknown, the lack of control, not knowing when this latest order will end, or even if it will get more stringent. And maybe you feel the same.

I've taken comfort in the "love this book" reading for today from Joshua 4 (DO YOUR READINGS!)

21 He said to the Israelites, “In the future when your descendants ask their parents, ‘What do these stones mean?’ 22 tell them, ‘Israel crossed the Jordan on dry ground.’ 23 For the Lord your God dried up the Jordan before you until you had crossed over. The Lord your God did to the Jordan what he had done to the Red Sea when he dried it up before us until we had crossed over. 24 He did this so that all the peoples of the earth might know that the hand of the Lord is powerful and so that you might always fear the Lord your God.”

The purpose of these stones is to remember that God had provided a miraculous delivery for his people. These stones, later called ebenezer (eben meaning stone and ezer meaning help - same as the title given for Eve) were to be a visual, physical and spiritual reminder that God had saved his people once before, and he would continue to prove his faithfulness.

So in the light of these chaotic times, I want to raise up our Ebenezer.

We remember when a handful of faithful men and women decided to start the Home of Christ in Cupertino. Against formidable enemies of government, multimillion dollar tech companies, influential land developers, these faithful believers must have looked like grasshoppers in their eyes.

And yet God was faithful.

We remember how these faithful men and women raised the capital in order to convert the building into a place of worship - the financial figure seemed astronomical considering many of these immigrants were also raising their own families.

And yet God was faithful.

We remember that first worship service, just over 25 years ago, a smattering of youth and young adults, one of the first english-only congregation in the south bay.

And God has been faithful.

We remember the many baptisms over the years, the number of times the gospel has been shared, lives have been reached, families have been saved, marriages have been restored, friendships that have been formed, the tears and laughters, the births and deaths.

And through it all God has been and will be faithful to us.

So in this time of uncertainty, take some time to raise your ebenezer and remember how God has helped you.

Keep up with your readings. God's word will speak to you.

This week we will be trying something a little different with the livestream, so stay tuned for more information. Go to the link and hit "subscribe" for the latest updates.

Sign up here if you need help with groceries, and if you're willing to help others pick up groceries, sign up here.

We would love to pray for you as a church family - send your prayer needs and requests to

Take some time to worship God. I've found these two songs to especially minister to my soul this past week.

Faithful Now - Vertical Worship

Peace Be Still - Hope Darst

And pray for one another, encourage one another, reach out to others, whether through facetime, hangouts, text, phone calls. 

In the words of Paul, If God is for us, who (or what) can be against us!


March 12, 2020

Dear Home of Christ Family,

As we continue to face uncertain times and feel the fear, stress, anxiety and overwhelm in and around us, I want to encourage you all with this song of David: 

Psalm 27:1

The Lord is my light and my salvation;

   whom shall I fear?

The Lord is the stronghold of my life;

   of whom shall I be afraid?

I’m reminded that no matter what we face, we have a God who is our source of strength, a strong fortress to run to and take refuge in. Since we have a God like this, or more accurately, because God has us, of whom shall we be afraid?  

Be encouraged, dear brothers and sisters, that in the face of uncertainty, in the face of disease, in the face of whatever you might be dealing with, God is our light and salvation. He is the ultimate source of our hope and security.

On Wednesday, 3/10, our elder board met to discuss our next steps in light of the additional directive given by the CDC . Our goal in cooperating with the county public health officials is to slow the spread of the virus to allow health workers and hospitals the ability to treat those who have been impacted by this virus adequately. Our church serves many high risk individuals, and we want to love and care for them as well. 

Until further notice, here are the additional steps we will be taking-

Sunday Services

We have decided to cancel all in-person events that meet on our church campus. 

Starting this Sunday, only those who are essential to the livestream worship service will be asked to come to church. Everyone else is encouraged to watch our livestream service, which begins at 9:30 am. 

I highly encourage you to participate in the live chat as you begin the livestream. Though this will not replace the actual in-person feel, hopefully it will create a sense of community as we gather remotely.

If you are unable to watch concurrently, the video will be on our YouTube channel as well as our church website at

Small Groups and other Ministries

All in-person small groups, regardless of size, will be canceled and asked to meet online. Leaders will be given directions on how to host online meetings through Zoom or similar platforms. 

If you would like to host a meeting and have not been approached by a church staff, please feel free to contact for instructions.

Financial Giving

Please continue to remember your financial generosity to Home of Christ during this difficult and unique season. Needless to say, not only has attendance taken a hit, so has our financial giving. We continue to trust the Lord to meet our financial needs, and we strongly encourage everyone to give online. 

Online giving is available at  

Those in Need

Undoubtedly, there will be those who are in need of both physical help and spiritual help. The first point of contact should be your small group leaders (or family group leaders). We are still developing strategies and ideas for caring for one another as God’s family during this time. 


As a community, we believe that our Heavenly Father loves to hear from us and loves to answer our prayers. 

It is our joy and blessing to be able to pray for our church family, so please send your prayer requests to

If you would like to join our weekly online prayer meeting, let me know at If you would like to receive the prayer newsletters so you can pray individually for the church, please let me know as well.

And finally, we ask that you continue praying for the leadership team of the Home of Christ Church. Over the past few weeks, we have had to make some unprecedented decisions, wrestling with our faith in Jesus, and our responsibilities as members of society. We trust that we are acting in faith with these new measures, but we continue to need your prayers for continued wisdom and discernment.

If you have any other questions, feel free to contact myself (, or Elder Irving Chung ( 

-Pastor Dean

March 6, 2020

Dear Home of Christ Family,

We know many of you are concerned with the developing news and spread of COVID-19, and some of us have already been impacted by this virus, whether directly or indirectly. 

In a time of uncertainty and anxiety, when we feel a collective sense of fear and helplessness, remember and take hope in the truth that we belong to a God who has conquered death itself.  

As we navigate these changing circumstances, we can trust that God is in control and respond in faith - however you feel that God might be leading you in this current situation.

Today at noon, our Elder Board met to discuss our next steps in light of the most recent guidelines and recommendations from Santa Clara County Public Health Department. The Elder Board will be closely monitoring the situation and will continue to give updated guidance as more recommendations are given by our county and state officials.

Sunday Services

Until further notice, we are encouraging everyone to worship online. We can still worship together and gather virtually through our livestream service which will begin at 9:30 am (remember that daylight savings begins this weekend!). Recordings of the service will be available shortly after, and can be accessed on the church’s website at This will be our first livestream of a Sunday service, so please pray that the experience will be smooth for everyone.

Small Groups and Fellowship Groups

We are asking all small groups to replace in-person meetings with virtual gatherings. The pastoral staff will assist small group leaders in finding solutions as we navigate these fluid circumstances and challenges. Unfortunately, this also means that our youth group will be canceled for the time being. Pastor Yuji will be giving further instructions in upcoming communications.

Financial Giving

Please continue to remember your financial generosity to Home of Christ during this difficult and unique season. As always, we trust the LORD to meet our needs. Online giving is available at .   

Those in Need

If you are in need, please let us know - whether you are ill or have been advised to stay home because you are at higher risk. We are developing strategies and ideas to care for one another as God’s family during this time.

Please contact Irving Chung ( or Dean Yuan (

Stay Informed

Santa Clara County Public Health Department COVID-19

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